Excerpts from Julia Kim’s Testimony on
the Anniversary of the First Eucharistic Miracle
on May 16, 2014

Jesus manifesting the most sublime, purest and
unprecedented love through the Eucharistic Miracle

 
Julia Kim giving her testimony on May 16, 2014

Today is the 23rd anniversary of the Eucharistic miracle when the host turned into visible flesh and blood of Jesus. I received the Holy Communion on June 5, 1988 which was the feast of Solemnity of the most Holy Body and Blood of Christ. The Eucharist I received expanded in my mouth, and I smelled blood strongly. But the first Eucharistic miracle witnessed by priests and other people took place on May 16, 1991.

Christian community expanded after Jesus died. However, at some point in time, the children of God became corrupted, and received the Communion sacrilegiously. They furthermore kept away from the church and were scattered 1300 years ago. Then the Eucharistic miracle took place for the first time in Catholic history in a church in the city of Lanciano, Italy. Consequently, people started coming back to church again. According to an examination of the flesh and blood from the Host, the tissue turned out to be a heart muscle, and the blood type was AB, positive from a male.

Here in Naju, the Eucharistic miracle manifested for twelve times in my mouth. We took eight different samples of the Holy blood from the Hosts and took a DNA test. The result certified that the blood type was AB positive from the same person. The reason why the Eucharistic miracle happened many times in Naju is because numerous children of God receive Communion superficially, which is Jesus Himself and became a food for us, and because there are few priests who understand the mystery of the Eucharist and give the Holy Communion preciously.

That is why Jesus keeps showing us the Eucharistic miracles saying “The Eucharist is truly my living flesh and blood.” In contradiction, the Gwangju archdiocese keeps opposing by stating that “The Eucharistic miracle which the host turns into visible flesh and blood never happens.”

The consecration of the Sacrament through the Mass is the most important sacred mystery in our religious life. It is unfortunate that most of the people don’t realize the fact that the Holy Sacrament is the real body of Jesus in His full wholesomeness. Because their failure to realize this, they couldn’t live up to a life that God wants all of us to live. Furthermore, since this a last age, Jesus shows us the Eucharistic miracle unceasingly, and manifests the most sublime, purest and unprecedented love.

However, Jesus’ heart is so overwhelmed with sorrows because people still cannot understand all the signs even after His (Jesus) making these signs visible in their midst. We who say that we know Jesus and the Blessed Mother have to realize what Jesus and the Blessed Mother want us to do. Also let us be fully awake in constant prayer in order not to receive the cup of wrath. If we pray unceasingly, God will grant us the cup of blessing instead of the cup of wrath by seeing prayers of little souls. In order to come close to us, Jesus came in a manger, not from a luxury palace. He wants to wash our sins completely with His precious blood bleeding from the moment He was sacrificed and died on the Cross.

Jesus who loves us so much, instituted the Sacrament of the Eucharist before He died on the cross. He instituted the sacrament predicated from his thought on “How can I be with all my children every day?” By manifesting himself in the form of the Blessed Sacrament through the priests’ consecrating prayer, He can meet every soul in this world.

Despite of His divine presence in the form of Holy Communion, there is one persisting problem from people who commit sacrilege by receiving this Holy Communion in their unclean state. How could Jesus dwell in us if we receive Jesus without repenting our sins? That is why we have to receive the Eucharist as pure souls. In order to do that, we have to truly repent our sins and go to confession first.
 

From now on, all we need to do is by starting over

In the Gospel, Matthew chapter6, 22 verse 23, Jesus said that “The lamp of the body is the eye.” How we see something makes complete different results. In a positive way, we can think ‘she is so pretty.’ However, in a negative way, we can think ‘what is wrong with her.’

It is wrong to have an unrighteous preconception. Putting a wrong preconception into other’s head makes others to commit sins. Imagine that someone says to you that “I want you to clean up your act.” Instead of replying “Thank you for your teaching”, rejoinder such as spreading negative words about a person who corrected you makes others commit sins as well. Don’t you think the same?

The eye is not only the lamp of the body, but the soul. Jesus said “Whoever causes one of these little ones who believe in me to sin, it would be better for him to have a great millstone hung around his neck and to be drowned in the depths of the sea.” Therefore, let us not judge each other.

Let us manage the eye, which is the lamp of the body and soul, so that it doesn’t become dark. Therefore, let us be worthy of hearing from Jesus and the Blessed Mother that “You are my extremely beloved son and daughter.” All we have to do is starting over without worrying if we have previously lived wrong way.

Because Jesus said “If you open your hearts widely and return to me, then, you will not be asked questions about your past but receive boundless blessing.” Therefore, if we open our hearts widely and rush to our Lord, He will pat on our bottom and say “Yes! Welcome my beloved son, my beloved daughter.” However, if we commit sins and be insensitive to that saying “Everyone do what I do too”, this is what real sinners do.

We should understand how God could be furious if we don’t repent for our sins. However, no matter how deadly the sins we have committed, if we confess ourselves as sinners and rush to Jesus, He will grant us His mercy unceasingly with His infinitive love, instead of being a Judge

I became keenly aware of how great God’s love is after God led me into Heaven. When I came back from Heaven this time, I become fully immersed in His love for me. Many people said to me, “We thought that God the Father is perpetually furious, scary and distant. Contrary to this misconception, He is very close to us according to the latest Message.” Do you feel that way too?

Love of Jesus who came to this world to call sinners

If we come to the Lord as sinners having nothing to offer to God except our shamefulness, He will hold us in His arm. Jesus came to this world not to call the righteous but to call sinners. However, even for me, I had never thought of myself as a sinner initially. I offered our main room and food to street vendors whenever my mother went out for a business during my childhood days. This went on even after I got married.

Many people believed in God like I do, when they witnessed miracle from God that saved me from dying of cancer, said “God really exist after witnessing a righteous person like you was saved.” I affirmed with what the people said. Before I repent my sins, I thought that no matter how hard I tried to find, I had nothing to repent for my whole life. However, I was wrong.

On the day, I went to a retreat. During the retreat, I made a request to grow up spiritually. After three o’clock in the morning, my whole life flashed through my mind like a video. I lived alone with my mother. My uncle beat me up when I was a child, until I got married. After I got married, he set my house on fire after he took our slab roof to sell while my mother stayed in Naju.

The fire wiped out my every precious childhood memory like dairies and pictures. He even took our hard-earned money. He gave my family a hard time until he passed way. However, I prayed for his relief from vomiting and phlegm before he died. His symptom was gone after I prayed. After he received a private baptism, I said “Uncle, thank you for raising me all these years” before his last breath. He died in peace. All we have to do is to think of good things.

The day beginning of the spirituality of complete ‘It is My Fault’

I stayed at my mother-in-law’s house when I was young. If we see everything positively instead of negatively, we can find good things among them. In fact, my eardrum ruptured when my uncle hit me brutally. Also, when he found out that I had a cavity, he pull out my tooth with pliers and a flesh was torn apart. I still have a scar in my mouth. I thought I was a really good person that has never had any hatred toward people who gave me sufferings after all these experiences.

After I realized that everything is my fault because I availed myself to his sinful acts, which I had never thought this way before, I cried and repented for my sins. Then Jesus said, “The Gate of heaven is opened. The Gate of heaven is opened. The Gate of heaven is opened.” Since then, the spirituality of ‘It is My Fault completely’ originated.

In May 1991, I went on a pilgrimage to the Holy Land with a Philippine pilgrimage group. Before that, I had been invited to the Philippines and had stayed there for a month. During the visit to the Philippines, I delivered my testimony two times a day, in the morning and in the afternoon. Many people who had cancers and incurable diseases were healed after listening to my testimony. That was why my husband and I were invited to pilgrimage to the Holy Land and a few other Koreans got along with us.

I had tremendous pains that I couldn’t even move because pilgrims kept coming to me for healing prayer whenever they got sick during the whole pilgrimage. I was so pressured that I had to prepare for my death when one side of my head swelled up because of the extreme pains caused by jealousy between two Koreans on June 1st.

We had a chance to celebrate Mass in Santa Maria Church in Italy. Although I thought ‘I really want to go to Mass, but how great it will be if we are able to celebrate Mass in our hotel room instead since I couldn’t move.’ Sometime later, I received a call that we would celebrate Mass in a hotel room next to mine. Therefore, I was able to go to Mass despite of my temporary infirmity. After I received Holy Communion, the Eucharist turned into visible flesh and blood. People who distressed me cried and repented for their sins. Jesus transforms His Blessed Sacrament into visible flesh and blood if it is necessary, and he said “Do not worry, but follow me with full trust in me. I am always with you wherever you may be in the world.” Everyone who repented for their sins, and cried, was healed of their illnesses. The atmosphere grew solemn. To my surprise, I felt no pain anymore when I stood up. So when I touched my head, the swell was gone and my whole body was healed and became completely normal. Let us lay down ourselves completely to the Lord and the Blessed Mother. Let us reflect on our lives that what we have done wrong and surrender ourselves to the Immaculate heart of Mary on the Night of Mary. Then the Blessed Mother will give us her sublime, purest and unprecedented love.