The excerpts from Julia Kim’s Testimony  
on December 6, 2014

The appeal of the Blessed Mother who has been screaming 
until Her throats become torn following with unprecedented signs

Praise Jesus! and Praise the Blessed Mother! This year is ending just around the corner. Let us greet Jesus giving our hearts completely to the Lord and the Blessed Mother for the Advent. To do, this, we should repent and forgive all those who we couldn't, shouldn't we? Also, let us take time to meditate how well our hearts be united with the Lord.

Jesus and Mama Mary showed miracles of love that cannot be measured but are marvelous, very noble and pure, for so many days in order to save us. Not only tears and tears of blood but also Fragrant Oils were shed from squeezing Her body for such many years. These were the gifts of God, the Presence of the Blessed Mother as well as love and friendship.

During the Mass celebrated by Bishop Dominic Su from Malaysia on August 24, 1995 and the Mass celebrated by Bishop Danylak from Canada on September 22, 1995, at the very site of the current Adoration Chapel which the Precious Blood are preserved in the Blessed Mother's mountain, Eucharistic Miracle happened in both times. Jesus showed miracles which the Holy Eucharist I received changed into His Body and Blood in front of the priests who celebrated each Mass and many people several times, but Archdiocese of Gwangju convicted that there couldn’t be the Eucharistic Miracle which the Holy Eucharist change into the body and blood of Jesus indeed.

I am just an unworthy sinner who doesn't have any ability, but everything is according to what the Lord has done through me. Here is Fr. Su who let me receive the one (of the descended seven Sacred Hosts), was watching every process of that the Eucharist miracle that happened, dipped his finger in the Precious Blood flowed from the Holy Eucharist, displayed it to all the pilgrims and examined closely in my mouth, when the seven Sacred Hosts descended early in the morning on July 1st, 1995.

As Ms. Helen Lim arrived in chapel with the group of 38 pilgrims from Singapore at night of October 18th so as to attend a prayer meeting on October 19th 2005, she witnessed that the fragrant oil had formed in drops on the head and face of the statue of the Blessed Mother and was flowing down profusely from Her face and hands. During rosary at the Blessed Mother's mountain on the next day, Monsignor Paul Chi introduced me to her and she was so happy and prayed rosary following behind me.

When arriving at Mt. Calvary and praying there, I strongly fell down, and others around me were so surprised, knelt down and saw some drops of blood on my clothes. Even though Ms. Lim heard someone said that I received the stigmata, she focused on the Lord rather than on me by gazing at Jesus on the Cross. She was so shocked to witness that the figure of Jesus came to life on the Cross looking at me and the real Blood flowed profusely from His five wounds, especially from His side stuck by spears, and His palms, and it flowed down through His arm.

She cried and told her friend Teresa "Jesus is shedding His blood now.". Her friend also stared at the Cross and was said to witness that Jesus came to life and was shedding His Blood in reality. Soon after, Ms. Angela and other people who came together heard about it and they also witnessed it. They held total conviction after hearing from the chairperson “Archbishop Nicholas received seven drops of the Precious Blood on his clothes, Monsignor Paul Chi, Julia, and other priests as well.” How many miracles Jesus performed via the Cross at Mt. Calvary?

All saints entered into heaven through the Blessed Mother

While I was praying with touching the feet of Jesus on January 1st 2002, the flowing Precious Blood came into my mouth penetrating my mask and was changed into the Eucharist. At that time, there were 7 people. Among them, when Peter Kim saw the Precious Blood, he didn't know what to do and tried wiping it instantly. They were more surprised to see the actual blood on my middle finger of right hand. This is absolutely not a fantasy, I was not the only one to see the manifestation, but it is what actually happened.

So I opened the mask I wore, the Eucharist was stuck to my tongue so tightly that I felt pain to take off from my tongue.

At that time, I wore mask and even winter cap in which all my face was covered except for my eyes and prayed together with others. How could it be possible that I prayed for 3 hours and talk with them if I had stuck the host on my tongue and also how could the host keep its shape same without melting in my mouth?  

Jesus and Mama Mary continued performing the signs as the sign of love for us, but children of Theirs are easy distracted and deceived by absurd false prophets. So Jesus said that there were no saints, neither male nor female who didn't follow His mother, the pathway to Him. His Mother is the shortcut to Him without fear of falling down. All saints go to heaven through mama Mary.

Because children who lost their
abilities to discern in the sweet and dazzling words

I believe you will never fall into wickedness of false prophets who say the good words at the first time, but gradually mislead to wrong things and let people be caught with chaff involuntarily. Quite a few years ago I was invited for visit by one female laity in the U.S.A and thereafter incredible miracles happened.

After sometime, she came and gave me five big round counters like medals, saying if  nuclear war broke out, those who have them boiled could stay alive.(People laughed)

What are all of you laughing at? They got used to saying not only those words but pleasing words and disguised good-looking acts. So we should be awake and pray. If not, we could lose our ability to discern and fall into false prophecies. In spite of formidable words later then, it's so difficult to exit there. That's why a few of them committed suicide. Just we try not to be dazzled by listening to the false prophecy in curiosity. The Lord and Our Lady of Naju who appeared and present in Naju told me several times about false prophecies.

On the November 25, 1996, the Blessed Mother said “In this current age, how numerous are heretics and false prophets who are using my Son Jesus’ name and mine in trying to lead even the Holy Church into a whirlpool of disorder and confusion with cunning temptations and deceptions? Therefore, dear priests and children who have been called by me! Work hard hurriedly to help the numerous children, who are swaying in stormy seas of clever but false teachings and are swarming to this place and to that place, to come aboard the Mary’s Ark of Salvation.”

On January 6, 2002, the Blessed Mother said “All over the world, how numerous are heretics and false prophets who are driving the Holy Catholic Church into a whirlpool of confusion with cunning deceptions using my Son Jesus' name and mine... The Hearts of my Son Jesus and me, as We watch all this, are becoming active volcanoes spewing violent flames.”

And also on December 31, 2005, the Blessed Mother said “Many of the clergy, religious and even the children who have been called have lost their ability to discern because of the sweet and dazzling words of the false prophets. As they follow the false prophets, they become dizzy and unable to see clearly. They become spiritually blind and deaf, lose their sense of direction, become enslaved by their misguided spirituality, and even incite other innocent souls to walk on the road to hell. As I cannot look at this any longer and my Heart is flaming up vehemently, I cannot help shedding tears of blood like this.”

Dear children of God! Now that God Father has lifted up His right hand holding the cup of wrath, how can we change the cup of his wrath into a cup of blessing? Our Lady of Naju said “The cup of God's just anger will turn into a cup of blessing when the sounds of ardent prayers by the little souls reach Heaven.” At least we who have been called to know the Lord and the Blessed Mother try to remain awake and pray. Then, even if the world failed to repent, even punishment would be down, I believe that the salvation will be surely for us living according to the Lord and Our Lady of Naju.

Last night, when my family members’ in-law gathered, but I couldn’t even attend due to severe pain. It's too difficult to open my eyes, the waist was too sick to sit or stand, and those terrible pains of head, eyes, and whole my body made me not even able to lie down. But I offered them up for all of you and came out here with waist belt tightly worn around my body. In my presence, may you be healed completely through my sufferings ! 

A humble little soul, armed with five Spirituality

Being at the waiting room just before preaching the word, I had to move around for Father, then it was painful enough for me to speak out "Ow..." involuntarily, but now I don't feel any pain at all seeing you. Besides, it was very hard for me to suffer from severe cold that I was covered with blankets even with aid from hot dryer, but seeing you, I feel very hot in my deep fire of love and even sweating. Love's good?

Human beings make mistakes, but the problem is not able to recognize, but make excuses, rationalize, and even lie to justify the mistakes. We can come to be saints by correcting those things. Do not forget about it. Even though we made a lot of mistakes, we could be certainly saints if we, for the rest of our whole lives follow nothing but Jesus and Mary to become humble little souls armed with five Spiritualities.

Gyeong-mun Nam born in Seoul, Korea married a virgin named "Barbara" at his young age of twenty, but he suffered from a serious illness. Consequently, he received private baptism with a baptismal name, Peter. Then, he was healed. After that, he was very faithful and become a leader of the lay people for a while at first. But he apostatized and released as severe persecution in 1839. Furthermore, he had a dissolute life having a concubine for three years.

Later, after he had a chance to receive Confession from Father Andrew Kim Dae-geon, he turned very faithful again and did penance for his past sins by practicing self-denial and endurance. Finally, he became a martyr of persecution that occurred in 1846. While he was being tortured severely under the terrible persecution, and sometimes he was tempted. Nevertheless, he offered his sufferings up to the end and finally was martyred. Saints were thought to be all special from the beginning, but it's not true.  As I told you in last November, even like Jae-jun Kim(Ignatius), Gyeong-mun Nam(Peter) came to be saints through their difficult trials in order to make atonement for their past sins with sincere repentance. Dear brothers and sisters! If we also try to live the life according to the will of Jesus and Mama Mary like them(Jae-jun Kim(Ignatius), Gyeong-mun Nam(Peter), we can become saints. It is important to feel with your heart rather than head.

Families who are supposed to be closest make hurts, hatreds, and do not forgive among members, owing to failure to love each other, but we should overcome this failure with love. Let us make a new start together!

One woman requested to have face-to-face talk with me at the 7-week seminar of Holy Spirit in July 1982. I was sorry that I said to her: "you are not belonging to my team ...", but she was so thirsty that she was eager to talk with me. Although she had attended seminars of Holy Spirit several times, she couldn't open her heart to stop hating her husband, so she kept coming for seminars. Actually she also gone through a shotgun wedding due to she being sexually assaulted by her high school teacher. She couldn't open her heart to her husband with pleasure until her daughter was at high school. Instead, she had a hard time living in hatred; and there was once she decided to kill herself in deep depression. She hated for her husband was so strong that she would shoot to kill him if she ever had a gun, and stab him to death if she ever had a knife whenever he was sleeping.

You must forgive yourself, then you can forgive your neighbor

So I asked whether her husband had extramarital affairs, and she said, "No" "Then, ugly?" "No, he's very handsome." "Does he hate you?" "He loves me very much, but I hate even his love for me." Although he never stayed out and loved her so much, she couldn't bear to think when she was sexually assaulted for many years, and could not forgive him.

I said to her "sister in Christ, feel it. Even your husband sexually assaulted, you who provided the source also have a bit of responsibility. How much love he has for you when he had made him voluntarily taken you as his? If he is so good-looking, how many girls could have followed him ? Let you feel the love from him that never had such squints to other women. You fell victim to only one negative thought, without feeling the deep love that he has for you all this while." She earlier on, had face-to-face talk with the priests, religious, leaders of the Seminar and even well-known people. Most of them just said: "Live in patience." "Live in endurance." ... She just went away practicing what she heard, but her heart was full of resentments, so hatred turned to anger, and anger became an unforgivable enemy. So, I told her "Try to feel about you as well. If we cannot forgive ourselves, then we cannot forgive others. How can it be possible to forgive others if I cannot forgive myself? Forgive yourself." "Do not be disappointed as I'm a so weak human being, but do this : "I can do it in spite of my shortcomings"

Now, close your eyes and try to feel the heart of love radiates from your husband to you." While praying, she started to sob then cried bitterly. She went back saying live well with love again. Next day I received a phone call from her.

The woman who has begun a newly married life
through forgiveness and reconciliation

"Sister, thank you for awaking me. When I went back home yesterday, I truly asked my husband for forgiveness and reconciliation and made big bows three times. We began to live a newly married life in a life of resurrection. Thank you."

Hearing the news from her, tears in my eyes shed with touch the great love of God. Happiness is not far away to find. What can make us be afraid and scared of anything, if Jesus and mama Mary love us? Let us be born again with love! Let's overcome all worries, pains, conflicts, agony, etc. with love. If we offer up graciously with Spiritualities of "It's my fault" and "Sem-Chi-Go" armed with together with the other 3 of the 5 Spiritualities, We can defeat the devils of division lurking in the sky and on the earth and win the victory instead.  I wish all of you could feel and be healed.

If we think "I have lived well so far", we could be left with pride. We are always doing like this, "I'm a humble sinner nothing has done well, but if anything to do well, that must be done by the grace of God. I'm just trying to do well." In addition, we should make ourselves lower and humbler by not to reigning over others.

Making ourselves alive with petty egos and pride make our heads a lot more stiff in narcissism. As the rice is ripe, the more with their heads down, we have to lower our heads and be servants who wash everyone's feet. The nails from close children go deeper and cause greater pains and are harder to pull out. They must be hurting the Hearts of Jesus and the Blessed Mother even more if we (who are called) commit sins.

Let all of us be armed with love, defeat the devils of division infesting the sky and the earth, and entrust ourselves only to the Lord and the Blessed Mother so as to live the life of resurrection.