I was crying and struggling in pains after the prayer meeting vigil came to an end. At that moment, amidst my incomplete consciousness, my deceased mother appeared dimly, escorted by angels, wearing a pretty hanbok (Korean Traditional costume) with gold patterns on a white dress. My mother came to me more affectionately than when she was alive,
and with a very heavy heart, she said,
"My beloved daughter, it's too hard for you, isn't it?
Even those who say 'I love you (Julia) with all my life!' would not lighten your cross, but rather, they are shaken like a drifting boat, severely stabbing you with a sharp dagger and trampling you mercilessly.
I could no longer watch these scenes with my eyes open, so I pleaded Jesus to take Julia to Heaven quickly. So Jesus was trying to take you up to Heaven on the feast of the Assumption of Mother Mary.
However, the tearful prayers of some little souls who love you resonated up to the throne of Heaven, so Jesus extended your life saying that He would give one more chance for the salvation of the world.
And He said that the world failed to repent in spite of the ardent appeals from the Blessed Mother who is shedding tears of blood. Also despite your sorrowful appeals, the people in the world are still not awaken, treating it with complacency. So He said that if He calls you up to Heaven, the cup of God's wrath can¡¯t help but fall upon this
world.
Only God who knows when this will happen and when it is also the time to bring you back to Heaven, right? Although your pains of hanging between life and death are so unbearable, be prepared to come to Heaven at any time while spreading the Five Spiritualities so that everyone can put the Five Spiritualities into practice well, and I will
see you in Heaven on the day when God calls you to Heaven.
Even though this mommy frequently beat you when you were a child, who was so good and kind, which was really regrettable to me piercing my heart when I was in the world, yet you never blamed me. Instead, you made the reparations for me with love so that I can go straight to Heaven. I thank you for this. I love you, my daughter."
As she was going back, I was so surprised and said, "Mother, Mother, please don't go! There are a lot of things I am anxious to know. Mother~~~" Although I was crying out in tears, she even did not turn back but went up to Heaven. I was so surprised that I woke up. I found my whole body covered with sweat and tears streaming down
from my eyes. Looking at the time, it was 3:33 a.m.
Written by Julia Kim of Naju, Korea
Copyright 2001, Mary's Ark of Salvation All
rights reserved. The Chapel of the Blessed Mother of Naju/ Address : 12, Najucheon 2-gil, Naju City, Jeonnam, 58258,
South Korea Tel : 82-61-334-5003 , 82-61-333-3372, Fax : 82-61-332-3372, E-mail : marysnaju@najumary.or.kr
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