Message on
January 18, 2002 (1)
I was completely exhausted
from suffering extreme pains, unable to say even the Our Father, but
barely managed to do the Stations of the Cross on the Blessed Mother’s Mountain,
meditating on the pains that the Lord suffered.
When we reached the Ninth Station, however, I felt a substantial
improvement in my condition while I was praying with my eyes closed. We were very surprised, because, until just a
few moments earlier, it had been so hard for me to move my body as if I had been
beaten up with an iron club. It was
about 9:30 a.m.
There were many fresh blood marks on the paved
areas on the Way of the Cross (constructed for the handicapped). At the Twelfth Station, we saw fresh blood
marks scattered all over on the ground.
There also were splash marks made when the blood dripped on the
ground. We found fresh blood marks all
the way from the Seventh Station to the Thirteenth Station.
We climbed Station after
Station, looking around attentively.
When we paused at the Seventh Station for brief meditation, I saw a
vision. Whenever people in the world
committed sins, Jesus was crucified again and the crown of thorns pressed down
harder on His head causing more bleeding.
His Sacred Heart was also becoming torn apart and was bleeding. The Blessed Mother was watching all this,
shedding tears of blood for pains of her Heart becoming torn apart. She spoke lovingly and gently.
THE BLESSED
MOTHER:
My beloved daughter! Your Lord and I Who listen to the sounds of
your fervent prayers which you offer up every day to help carry the Lord’s Cross
receive great consolation.
I prayed fervently, screaming in my heart, “Oh,
my Mother, my Mommy! What
can I not do, if my feeble and meager prayers can be of some comfort to the
Lord? As I am the Lord’s
if I die and I am the Lord’s if I live, let me become a faithful instrument
according to the Lord’s Will.”
I barely finished my prayer, when, following a
sudden sound of whipping, I fell down on the ground covered with rocks and began
rolling down. I was happy, because I
could participate in even a little of the Lord’s sufferings. (Later, those who were praying with
me said that I rolled down about twelve times.) Then, I heard the Lord’s
voice.
JESUS:
My beloved little soul! My lovable baby who finds joy in suffering
pains for Me and My Mother and for the conversion of sinners! Many souls will repent through the pains that
you suffer in union with My Mother in My transcending Love. How can I not be with you, when you are
always with My Mother like this? How can
I not listen to the sounds of the prayers that you offer up?
This place is the Way of the
Cross, which I personally walk shedding blood together with you. Therefore, if all those who walk this Way of
the Cross open the doors of their hearts widely, desire sincerely to be united
with Me, and pray participating in the pains that I suffered, they will meet Me
and receive spiritual and physical healings.
All the beloved children in
the world! Even at this hour, when two
thousand years have passed, I am coming to you, shedding blood like this, in
order to be with you. Do not regret on
the last day after having been attached to and having compromised with the
things of the world and the flesh which will decay and pass away, but make haste
to rush toward Me through My Mother, arm yourselves with the messages which My
Mother and I have been giving you for your repentance, repeating the same words
again and again, and inherit Heaven which has been earned through the
immeasurable pains of the Cross. |