Julia Kim's testimony during the first Saturday vigil

     

I know that it was difficult for you to come here.

I heard that it is raining heavily across the nation today.  Did you get rain-soaked ?  (No)

According to the weather forecast, it will rain on Saturday and Sunday, with showers and thunder here in the Naju area. However, as usual, the Lord will help us so that it will not rain during this prayer meeting.

Isn't it right? ( Yes It is )

It was very cold last first Saturday prayer meeting , but doesn’t it feel too warm at this moment ?

The heat of the Holy Spirit is now intense. May all of you fully receive the Holy Spirit. ( Amen! )

Here in Naju now, God and the Lord and the Blessed Mother are present with you. Now, let us forgive those whom we have not forgiven.

In the Old Testament, it is written, " Love thy neighbor, hate thy enemy " and  " An Eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth."

On the other hand, the New Testament states, "Love even your enemies, and pray for those who persecute you."

There was no Jesus and the Blessed Mother at the time of the Old Testament, but Let us love even our enemies, remembering the words of Jesus and the Blessed Mother who are always present with us, and who keeps on saying " Love even your enemies."

It is not easy for us to love our enemies, but we can forgive them when we pray in the name of Jesus and the Blessed Mother.

When I had two children and conceived my 3rd child , my husband was appointed to work at the branch office in Younam-gun county.

The incident I am going to narrate happened on our way back home just after we rented a room to live in, in Youngam. When I was about to board the bus , I heard someone shouting,  " You are a prostitute ! Home wrecker !" The man used unspeakable foul language and continued yelling, "Hey, you should die! "

Upon hearing this , I thought, " Is there a prostitute here ? Who is he talking about ?

Then, I turned my face to him and he was looking at me, mouthing obscene language, shouting and pointing his finger at me saying, " I have to kill you !",

" Come here!", " I will kill you!"  He grabbed me by the collar and flung me to the ground.

One of my sister-in-law accompanied us at that time. So she tried to explain to him that she is my sister-in-law, but he refused to listen and kept on saying , "We have to kill such a home wrecker."

He continuously hit me and threw me on the ground. The bus stop instantly turned into a madhouse and all the cars stopped and the passengers were  staring at me.

My husband Julio also kept on saying that I was his wife, but he adamantly refused to believe it and continued abusing me , so eventually Julio went to report it  to the police station nearby.

At that time, I was extremely weak because I was 3 months pregnant.  Months before, my 4 months pregnancy was forcibly terminated by the doctor who deceived me by telling me that the baby in my womb had died. He did the abortion so as to make money. I almost died then.  I was able to regain  consciousness after 8 days.

At the police station, while putting a deposition on record , the man finally saw my ID card and realized that I am really Julio's wife as he claimed. This young guy suddenly knelt down and said to me, " Elder sister, please forgive me, I am so sorry. "

His Story went like this. He had a 19 years old younger sister who had an affair with an older married man.

When he saw us, he assumed Julio was 40 years old and I was 19 years old and that we were having an inappropriate relationship. It came to his mind that I was like his younger sister.

So, he concluded that this young girl who was with this 40 years old married man, is a home wrecker and therefore, he had to warn me.

After he realized the true story, he knelt down and asked me for forgiveness.

I was not baptized yet at that time, But God was in my mind so I was able to  say “ I am forgiving you in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy ghost." ( * " Holy Spirit " which currently being said )

The Policemen there on hearing me, put a finger on their heads and made a circle sign as to indicate, " Crazy woman." They were talking in whispers, then said to me that I need to go to the mental hospital. 

I started bleeding as we left the police station. I was then 3 months pregnant.

I suffered a miscarriage because of the trauma brought about by being hit and thrown to the ground by the man and I also suffered for a long time from the aftereffects .

After my forced abortion, I was abused and also blamed by my in-law's family.  So, my heart was torn into pieces.  Also my body’s condition became worst  because I conceived again soon after. This was because I followed someone's recommendation that you'd recover your health faster by giving birth.  But after being hit by the man I had a miscarriage again.

I have 4 children now but I conceived 13 times. I could have hated that man  and treated him as an enemy if I thought as secular people do. But then I thought, It happened because I was there.  Whose fault was it ? Was it my fault?

The situation was terrible, and we could have become each other' enemy.  If I looked like an ugly old lady.  He would not have done that. Also, if I was not there at that time, the incident would not have happened. Therefore, everything was my fault.

Dear fellow pilgrims !

If some bad incident happens to you , do not hate others. If everything can be solved by hating others, you may hate others !

Is there any way to solve the problems if you hate others ?  None ?  ( No ! none )

Is it true ?  ( Yes)  then let us not hate others. ( Amen )

My unhappy life started since that time in this Secular world. Without that bad incident, I would have given birth normally , without miscarriaging so many times.

By the way, I did not report the miscarriage to the police station even though I suffered terrible pains and sufferings. The young guy could have been  sentenced as a murderer if I reported the matter that I had a miscarriage.

Is there any reward for me if I reported him to be punished ?  ( Nothing )

I forgave him ,but he was really forgiven by the Father ,  Son and Holy ghost ,because he repented of his faults . I don't know if he now believes in Jesus or not. But I am confident that He will do some work for God after experiencing what he went through.

The Lord and the Blessed Mother said that we should not worry about the consequence, so I was not worried about any consequences.

Anyway, I forgave him. Afterwards, I had to return  to Naju, but it was too late and there were no more buses. In addition I was still bleeding continuously . I could not buy any diaper, so I used my clothes to stop the bleeding.

Anyway, we moved to Youngam, and one day, on our way to my In-law's house in Kwangju, someone cried out " Elder Sister !, Elder sister , and Elder brother !, where are you going ?"

We saw that it was the young guy who hit me.  He called us sister and  brother and got a ticket for us. He was working at the ticket booth of the terminal.

He was moved by the love and forgiveness, so he had been waiting for us always to give his gratitude to me.

Dear fellow pilgrims,

Though we may be disgraced and insulted as crazy people while we are practicing love to live in the love of the Lord and the Blessed Mother, it is still okay.

No matter how severe the persecutions we are facing , we must remain  apostles of the Lord and the Blessed Mother and their soldiers. We are the little souls, cohort of the Blessed Mother. (Amen)

The world is changing and even the church is degenerating. People do not know the importance of the Eucharist which was given by God. It is Jesus himself, Who completely sacrificed Himself for us.

Some of the clergy describe Jesus as if he is like Buddha and Confucius.

For ostensible reason of unity, the Catholic church invites a Buddhist monk  and a protestant pastor to give us homily. They are doing these, and yet they persecute the children who truly follow the Lord and the Blessed Mother. How deplorable this is......

Jesus said , " Who is going to lower me down from the Cross?"  It is you !.  At least you who know me , stitch up my heart that has been torn into pieces.

Dear everyone !,

You are now being persecuted.  But on the last day, you will enjoy eternal happiness beside the Lord and the Blessed Mother if you do not look back anymore.

The more we come closer and closer to each other, the more the cunning devil of division will try to sabotage and disrupt the love that we have for one another by  making us mishear, mis-look and mis-understand each other.

We must understand this matter well so we can become one in the love of the Lord and the Blessed Mother.

 It is hard to forgive others without reconciling with them. We need to be on the side of love, unconditional love, so we can be repentant. Therefore, do we need to meet them to reconcile with them ?

If anyone here now has a similar experience,  let us forgive those who hurt us at this moment.

Realizing it was an act by the devil, we will gain victory against the devil of division. The target that we need to fight against is not human, but the wicked devil in the sky, Satan.

So, we need to realize that we are not trying to fight with someone human in order to gain victory against the devil of division which fills the sky and earth.  The devil of division which fills the sky and earth tries to shatter the joy, peace and love of God in any way they can.

I would like you to take time for meditation. The Lord and the Blessed Mother will give us abundant joy, love and peace because They love us so much.

As you know, don't we feel more hurt and also feel a sense of betrayal and distress if someone close to us blames us rather than if one who is not close to us has wounded us?  We have to break down all of these so as to enjoy joy, love and peace.

Numerous people are receiving Communion sacrilegiously.  Because Jesus and the Blessed Mother love us sinners so much, many Eucharistic miracles have been shown to us.  Even His precious Blood came down. He is appealing to us by showing us these immeasurable unprecedented miracles.

The Lord and the Blessed Mother personally chose priests whom the Lord can put them in His eyes without feeling any pain. However, the religious who are spouses of Jesus are not awake and do not pay attention to the words of the Lord and the Blessed Mother.

The Church is not teaching the true spirituality. Consequently, the faith of parishioners have slowly decayed.

As a sign of warning, many disasters have taken place here and there in the world. But many do not feel and understand the seriousness.

How many people were swept away by the Great earthquake, Tsunami etc. ?

They did not accept the warning from God, but just thought that it was nothing and only say " Ah, disaster again", and are insensible.

Accident and natural disaster occurred not by coincidence. Many different kinds of warnings are increasing. They have occurred not only in the time of Noah's Deluge, of Sodom and Gomorrah, and in the time of the fall of the tower of Babel but also even now.

This world is to be swept away, but the punishment is delayed because little souls like you are gathering in prayer.

The Cup of wrath of God the Father is not yet sent down and is being delayed through the prayers offered by all of you who are making great effort to be little souls .

" Do not think , " I am helpless "

When you clearly realize the simple truth that even light feathers amassed together in large numbers can sink a boat, then display the power of love more energetically , and work together in unity. We can then gain the victory against the devils who are trying to destroy this world.

Dear pilgrims !

Let us ,we who are personally chosen by the Lord and the Blessed Mother, be awake and wipe away their sweat-blood and tears of blood through our lives.

Let us become humble little souls by turning our whole lives into prayer.  If we follow the Lord and the Blessed Mother by practicing the 5 spirituality that we taught in Naju, then the chastisements will not be sent down.

Jesus persevered for 30 years in His private life in preparation for the 3 years of His public life. Let us offer all kinds of difficulties graciously so that  our intentions will be realized.

Dear fellow pilgrims !

To be given love, Let us give charity. love is to be given by you.

In terms of love, we need to give and take from one another. But we should make an effort to give more love to others. Therefore, do not seek to be loved by your in-laws and parents but instead just give your love to them. Let us sacrifice to give love, then we will reap the rewards.

This is a story of when I lived in my In-law's house. I lived with my parents-in-law, 7 brothers-in-law, 2 children of my uncle-in-law , and also his friend's son as well. I also took care of my grand-mother in law.

How many were they ? I had to care for all those people  all day long and it used to be almost midnight when I finished washing the dishes. Then I had to give a massage to my   grand-mother in law. She asked me, "I heard that you  grew up  alone. How did you learn all these things ? 

Did you come down from heaven or sprouted  up from the ground ?  She was so happy receiving a massage and said," You made your mother-in-law so happy."

She died when she was 96 years old. she suffered when she was younger because of  conflict between mother-in -law and daughter-in-law. She stayed in the corner room without any heating system and she could only have a meal when her son was in the house.

On hearing this, I started taking care of her for about one year even when I  suffered from cancer. I brought her in my home and cooked for her and gave her bread that I baked which she happily ate without any leftover.

I had been bleeding due to cancer and I went see a doctor who told me that no further treatment was needed. He told me to go home and eat delicious food and wait for my last day. It seemed like a death sentence for me.

In the mean time, my eldest daughter who was in 3rd grade in elementary school, found the pine tree branches in the middle of the house courtyard was on fire and she shouted " Fire! Fire!" I went out and saw the fire going on but the house owner misunderstood and thought that the fire was my fault so they wanted us to leave the house right away.

It was a terrible situation for us because I was also suffering from cancer, so I begged many times to let us stay but to no avail. So I had to finally leave this house and rented another house which was an old couple's house which  people said was owned by an  "iron-stick". (Korean slang meaning one who is cynical and stubborn). People said to me that I will not last there even a month.

The old-man was not able to live with anyone and they all soon left him. There was no choice, so I decided to move to his house and I promised myself " I will do well even if he is an iron-stick. " I lived without my father so, I will live with him as my father " I could not let my grandmother in law stay in that house, so I begged her to go back to my in law's house promising to take her back to my house as soon as I have settled down.

I put her on my back and went to the terminal for her to take a bus to her house despite my suffering from cancer. Later on, I heard that my 96 years old grand- mother in law passed away 16 days since she moved out of my house.

I surely think that she could have lived more than 100 years old but that she died due to the situation that she had to leave my house at that time. I was so sorry for her, and the situation that I faced.

Anyway, as I promised I lived in this house with iron-stick like old-man as if he was my real father. ( As if he is my real father -The spirituality of Semcigo in Korean )

One day he told me that he needed to talk to me personally.  Upon hearing that, I was so astonished and thought, "What I have been dreading finally has come true."

But dear pilgrims !

We do not become frightened by jumping to conclusions. Jumping to conclusions makes matter worse sometimes.

I should have thought, ' how come he was calling me ?'' Instead I thought of dreadful things because I heard that he was truly an iron-stick and I also thought  that the reason for him to see me was our family was too big to be living together in a tiny room.

Surprisingly, he started saying ,"Hi, newly married bride !  Is it  troubling for you to live in a tiny room with a big family ? I said, "Yes It is ....."

So he built an annex building for use as a storage or kitchen for me .

Have you seen such a iron-stick ? Everything depends on the good I do or not do.

Dear pilgrims !

If you do good things for your mother-in-law, father-in-law, son, daughter, parents, brothers and sisters etc. then many rewards will come back to you without fail.

As we meditate on the messages of love, we have to practice it as well so that we understand well why Jesus and the Blessed Mother came to us.

Jesus and the Blessed Mother came to Naju and pouring upon you  immeasurable and sublime love and unprecedented miracles which has never been shown  in any places in the world.

The same graces is now cascading upon us. ( Amen ! )

Dear pilgrims !

The persecution you are receiving now is so painful for the time being, but we have to be grateful and be happy to receive it.

The Lord will be happy and will pour down special graces on you tens of thousands of times, nay tens of million of times.

You will enjoy eternal happiness beside the Lord and the Blessed Mother on the last day.

Sudden flood, earthquake , tsunami  and  lots of disasters are now taking place in the world. You may be thinking about how you can escape quickly  when disaster strikes. But do you think that you will be able to do everything  you want to do ?  No one can do anything before the natural disasters.

However, do not worry about it.  You who are working for the Lord and the Blessed Mother will be saved and rescued and never be shaken by any difficulties.  Even though angry waves will sweep you away, the Lord and the Blessed Mother will grant you to enjoy heaven.

Let us become submerged and dissolved in the Sacred Heart of Jesus and the Immaculate Heart of Mary, then the unity in the Holy Trinity will be advanced.

It is not easy to make it our own will, but it will be accomplished when we offer  ourselves to the Lord completely.

I love you all exceedingly ,thank you very much.