The excerpts from Julia Kim’s Testimony during the 31st anniversary of the First weeping
tears of Our Lady in Naju and the Vigil
on the first Saturday of July 2016
I just can’t help loving Jesus so much.
What should I do?
I just can’t help loving Mama Mary so much.
What should I do?
Nothing in this world can be compared to Mama Mary.
I just can’t help loving Mama Mary so much.
What should I do? (Amen!)
The Lord and the Blessed Mother love even the most wicked sinners and how much would they love you who love the Lord and the Blessed Mother like this? (Amen!)
So what’s happening to this world now? You know very well what’s going on in this world. Since Peter Park (a head of the planning department of Mary’s Ark of Salvation) already mentioned it telling you about the messages of love of the Lord and Our Lady in Naju a while ago, I would like to tell you how we should live our
lives in detail.
The most important thing is that no one knows of that day and hour. We should never forget it! Everybody, let’s keep that in our minds. And what should we do to remember this? (We should remain awake.) Wow, you know so well, the family of the Mary’s Ark of Salvation.
Yes, we should remain awake! Nobody can tell when we face accident unless we remain awake. Even if violently raging waves threaten to sweep this world away, the Lord and the Blessed Mother will save and lead you to Heaven, who follow them. (Amen!)
We belong to the Lord, whether we live or die; we still belong to the Lord. So, the most important thing is the eternal happiness which our souls will enjoy standing beside the Lord (in heaven), out of our mortal flesh. No one knows the time when the Lord will bring rewards and fire to repay us.
The world is getting rotten like this and when would the day come? Just because of you, who are gathered here to pray together! God the Father gives a smile at this time, instead of sending down chastisement, and Our Lord and the Blessed Mother are pleased with us.
And I firmly believe that the Lord's infinite blessings and love will be bestowed on each of you. If we truly follow the Lord, He does everything for us. What does Gospel of Matthew say in 24, 34-44? Nobody knows of that day and hour, right? (Yes!)
It's the phrase from the Holy Bible. Until the day when Noah entered the ark, many people enjoyed pleasure and dissipated lives with eating and drinking... Noah responded "Amen." to the Lord's command to make the ark and while he made the ark, even though he suggested for other people to make it together, they pointed
fingers at him in refusal and no one listened to him.
They were eating, drinking, marrying and giving in marriage, doing all as they wished to until the day when Noah entered the ark. And as soon as the door of ark was shut, the flood came. Then what would the people do to survive? Even if they climb up the high mountains or go up to the sky by airplanes, how could human beings
stop the Lord's punishment?
The flood swept them all away. Only Noah's family was saved. So, only Noah's spirit remained awake. You are such persons like Noah as well. We must live following the words of the Lord and the Blessed Mother.
Gospel of Matthew 25, 1-13 says about the five wise maidens and the foolish ones. Heaven is compared to the marriage feast. The five wise maidens took flasks of oil with their lamps and waited for the Bridegroom. The five foolish maidens took their lamps without oil. As the bridegroom was delayed, they all slumbered. They
were supposed to receive him as soon as he arrived, right? The five wise maidens met him with their lightened lamps filled with oil. But the foolish said to the wise, "Give us some of your oil." But the wise maidens replied, "Perhaps there will not be enough for us and for you. Go rather to the dealers and buy for yourselves." Those who were ready went to the marriage feast.
But when the other maidens bought oil and lighted their lamps and came back, the door of the marriage feast was already shut. It was too late by then. Then, what does this parable mean to us? Can we go to the marriage feast if we do nothing with the book of 'Messages of Love' with the statue of the Blessed Mother placed well
in our house?
The Blessed Mother called you, "Let's pray with me. For transition from my Son's Death to His Resurrection and at the hour for going from death to life." You replied saying, "Amen." And you are here now. It means that you are the five wise maidens. Right?
Then, let's put into practice what they did. Knowing Naju, if you say, "I will go to Naju after the approval of the Church." or "I will do blah, blah after the approval of the Church.", it may be too late. We know neither the day nor the hour that Jesus may come and take us with Him.
We should not pledge our future complacently like that. Even though you faintly recognize it now, you will surly realize and see later, that how precious this present time is, in which we are receiving so special grace from the Lord and the Blessed Mother.
But many of you here, already know it. Right? (Yes) So you are glad? (Yes) If you only come to the Lord, He will never let you go with nothing. (Amen!) Once, I visited the United States where I was invited to a retreat for two days.
I've got to jump. Oh! I can jump now. (Sound of applause) Maybe I can't jump later. (Julia Kim turns her head to the right and left. She was formerly not able to turn her head due to the severe dizziness from otolithiasis.)
Glory and praise be to God,
Glory and praise be to God,
Glory and praise be to God, forever.
Glory and praise be to God,
Glory and praise be to God,
Glory and praise be to God, forever.
An old lady who was suffering from terminal stomach cancer, could not have any food and only was expecting death. She came to listen to my speech to the end of my time in such a crowded place.
She could only drink ganoderma lucidum (a kind of mushroom) tea barely. She couldn't even get any injection. Only death was waiting for her. She could take little sips of the mushroom tea and had nothing to live for and came to the retreat. To her surprise, she could eat two rolls and a half of gimbab in the first intermission
of the retreat while others ate only one roll.
Furthermore she ate a loaf of bread as she was "Hungry"! The one who was about to die, was healed completely! Never be greedy, everyone! See, the old lady! Only with her faith! How could she get completely healed after having two rolls and a half of gimbab and a loaf of bread despite expecting death!
How can it be otherwise other than the miracle of the Lord's love? Because she accepted (my testimony) in a childlike way.
The countless cancer patients were healed while listening to my testimony (with their simple faith). Have faith, everyone. We should all be in fullness of the Words of the Lord. Right? (Yes!) So, be Rich with the Lord's words.
And no one knows of that day and hour, right? How about this world now?
China has experienced the deadliest destructive tornado recently. Hundreds of houses were flooded by heavy rains and flooding. And egg-sized hailstones fell. They could had been hard as rocks, I guess. If someone got hit by that hailstones, what would had happened to him?
There have been heavy rains and flooding and lots of things that happened in USA. Our Lady already warned about all those disasters. How many things had happened to Japan? And those disasters will continue.
But we can prevent disasters by our prayers. There have been lots of disasters in the world till now. Japan boasted, "Shinkansen will never be destroyed by whatever natural disasters." But yet, Shinkansen was destroyed.
We cannot guarantee anything with human knowledge. We know neither the day nor the hour, so we have to remain awake and pray. (Amen!) If we knew what time a thief will come in the night, we could catch him. Right? But we don't know when the thief will enter. It's too late if we mend the barn after the horse is stolen.
After God's punishment is sent down on this world, it's no use regretting and shaking with fear. It's too late even if they beg with the Lord, "I was really bad. I have been so wrong." We're all here not to be consigned into the burning sulfur. If we're thrown into the flames of sulfur on the last day, what would
happen?
Imagine that maggots eating away your flesh. Your mouth is full of swarming maggots. When you commit sins with your mouth, they eat it away. You cannot eat food even it is served, because the Lord's punishment is delivered.
People in Hell get greedy and fight each other over food, but all the food fall off as a result of the violence. The swarming maggots will eat away the parts of our body with which we commited sins. They can never be burned even in the flames. You can't burn them. Where do they eat away if you commit the sins of obscenity?
Well, guess yourself.
I am still suffering the pains in reparation for the sins of homosexuality. My anus is even bleeding now. Many people spread absurd rumors about the Blessed Mother's fragrance of roses. But the Blessed Mother's fragrance of roses healed lots of people. Even the picture of the Blessed Mother of Naju healed many people.
But, some people only keep the holy cards at their house. Some pilgrims were healed of their heart diseases only by the pictures of the Blessed Mother of Naju on their chests. And some people were alive from death. There was a nun who was a prioress of Carmel Order in India and she was not able to visit home.
Her mother was diagnosed with terminal cancer. Since the nun could not visit her mother, she sent her a picture of the Blessed Mother of Naju shedding tears of blood. The nun asked her mother to always pray by putting the picture on her chest. And the mother got healed. (Amen!) Everyone, do not treat the pictures of the Blessed
Mother of Naju, as inferior and irrelevant objects.
Let's always follow Jesus and the Blessed Mother like little children, and stop thinking that everything happens by coincidence. Well, the time has gone so fast. Thank you. Let's meditate on the messages of love which were given by the Lord and the Blessed Mother in Naju.
Wow! I can walk.
If you are sons, take it as "Sons.", although Jesus and the Blessed Mother say "Daughters."
It is the message of love from Jesus on June 30, 1995.
"My beloved sons and daughters! I will bestow special blessing on you, because you came here to comfort My Mother despite of the long distance from where you come from. I will heal your deep wounds, cure your illnesses and give you a generous heart that can love everyone. Therefore, rush forward to receive Me, Who loves
you to the extent of becoming your Food. Today I bestow special graces and blessings on all of you." (Amen!)
It is the message of love from the Blessed Mother on July 2, 1995.
"My especially beloved children! When you follow me entrusting everything to me, your union with God through His Incarnation will continue in the Mystery of the Eucharist. This union is unprecedented and beyond human description. Now, entrust the remainder of your lives to me with complete trust, pursuing the highest
good and walking a little person's way of love, and come to me humbly. Receive the special blessings that God the Father and God the Son in Heaven are bestowing on all of you today. All the children! I relay to you the greetings from all the angels and Saints and also send you my deep love!" Amen. (Amen!)
Seven Sacred Hosts came down under the feet of the Statue of the Blessed Mother on June 30, 1995.
Today is July 2nd on which date, I received one of the seven Sacred Hosts that came down on June 30th, 1995. I cried a lot, with a sore heart, because I had to consume it though I wanted to preserve at least one of them. The Eucharist changed into flesh and blood was gulped down into my throat several times. The priest dipped
his finger in the Precious Blood on my tongue and wiped it on a white cloth. He confirmed that there was no wound at all in my mouth. We cut the cloth stained with Precious Blood of Jesus under the observation of Fr. Aloysius Chang and sent it for DNA tests.
DNA test results confirmed that all the Blood samples - the Blood from the Crucifix, the Blood that descended in the Chapel, the Blood that descended on my blanket, many samples of Blood and Eucharist were found to be of Type AB RH (+) and belonged to one same male human. (The general API (Average Probability of Identity: the probability that any two people could have exact same DNA profile) is less than one over 1 billion.)
Jesus showed us that the Eucharist turned into His visible Flesh and Blood. So may you receive a Eucharist regarding It as a living Jesus who comes to us.
Jesus comes and dwells within us. If there are a lot of bad friends in our hearts, He can never perform miracles of love in us.
Well, let us entrust our hearts totally to Our Lord and the Blessed Mother so that He, Himself may drive out evil friends from us because we cannot do it properly by ourselves even though we may want.
Entrust everything to Jesus and the Blessed Mother. The Blessed Mother assumes the role of an intermediary.
Jesus said, "There has never been a Saint who has not followed me closely." "The way coming to Me through My Mother is the shortcut." Entrust the Blessed Mother and totally rely on Our Lord.
Because the Blessed Mother's loving and kind words for the past several centuries have been ignored, sin has reached a saturation point, even within the Church. Let us live a consecrated life without further delay, praying and offering up sacrifices and penance so that we may be connected to the power that is indispensable
for the eventual victory and, thus, do reparations for the most abominable sins of blasphemy that have been committed since early times. Offer up your families also.
Even the Clergy and religious who are supposed to be close to the Lord and the Blessed Mother and make Them known have turned their faces away from the Words and Signs that They have been giving them and have forgotten the sublime simplicity of the Eucharist, which is the Substance of Our Lord, and of the Gospels, and are
trying to explain the Lord and the Blessed Mother with deceptive talks and complicated logic. Isn't this like throwing mud at simple people?
Who even dare to speculate or imagine the origin of Divine love that is burning like this from the Sacred Heart of Jesus and the Immaculate Heart of Mary for the salvation of the souls who are doomed with the danger of falling into the sulfuric fire in hell because they refuse to repent by perpetuating sins, as they are becoming
desolate through pride, sinking easily into the swamp of sins as dried grass burns easily, and are rushing on their way to perdition?
The Sacred Heart of Our Lord and the Immaculate Heart of the Blessed Mother have become an active volcano spewing up violent flames because of numerous children in the world who are clinging to the Lord and the Blessed Mother as if grabbing a life buoy only whenever they are in pain, but choose to return to their miserable
lives once they receive the graces that they prayed for.
The Lord and the Blessed Mother who love us, sinners so much, are feeling sorrowful whenever we suffer, or whenever we are in agony or sadness. But we must overcome all our current hardships well, by believing firmly that the pains, sorrows and agonies in this world will turn into happiness in the next world. (Amen!)
How intense the Sacred Heart of Jesus and the Immaculate Heart of Mary are burning and eager to save even one more poor and enervated soul contaminated by sins living deeply-rooted in their evil habits as a deaf and blind even with open eyes and ears.
Let us at least we, who know the facts well, become comforters of the Lord and the Blessed Mother, by displaying the power of love more vigorously and giving devoted service in a heroic manner so that the Lord's will be done through arming ourselves with the Five Spiritualities.
Lord and Blessed Mother Who are indeed alive and are with us! We offer up our prayers of consecration with sacrifices and penances, with our sincerity in front of the justice of God the Father, Who demands our reparation. Please change the cup of chastisement that will otherwise be sent down on this world into a cup of blessing
instead.
Dear Beloved Lord, even if we are treated badly like sheep to be slaughtered while working in order to follow You and the Blessed Mother, we don't have any fear but come after You Who will bring us to Heaven. Because we believe our souls will become rich with the graces from God, the Lord's Covenant will be realized to us,
and we will possess the tree of eternal life.
So we entrust to You today all our sorrows, agonies, conflicts, ordeals, physical pains, numerous spiritual wounds and everything that can be a cause of affliction to you.
In this present age, not only those who are outside the Church, but also the numerous children who say that they love God are alienating themselves from God in contradiction. They are becoming like murderers in their hearts, making this world no less miserable than the moment when Cain killed Abel.
Corruption has spread not only in society and families, but also even in the Church, making the world become enveloped in a curtain of darkness. But the majority of the political leaders and the superiors in the Church, whose duty is to correct the problems, are unable to form unity, blaming each other, fighting with each
other, being conceited and throwing false accusations at others, while proudly displaying their learning. How painful the Hearts of the Lord and the Blessed Mother are, seeing these!
Even if we are misunderstood by the world and experience distress and persecution, we, who are coming to Jesus, following the Blessed Mother, are rich. That is because the children, who trust the Lord completely and rush to Him according to the Words of the Blessed Mother, who is guiding us on the shortcut, will achieve victory
over the devil, wear the laurel crown that the Blessed Mother will give to Her guided children, and eat the fruits of the tree of eternal life in the Heavenly Paradise where there is no pain or sorrow but which is filled only with love.
As a hen that gathers her chicks under her wings, the Blessed Mother has called and gathered numerous children and embraced them in Her mantle. But the majority of them are not grateful and are getting dispersed in all directions and joining forces with the devil instead of becoming the light for this world which has become
dark. How brokenhearted the Lord and the Blessed Mother are! So at least we, who are supposed to know the Lord and the Blessed Mother will remain awake and pray.
Let us understand well that the water in a pond decays if it stays there as even the most fertile soil turns into a wilderness, if neglected. Therefore, let us remove the stones from our heart, pull out all the weeds from it and arm ourselves with conversion, prayers and the Word of God.
Our Lord, who is true Love, now these children are gathered here and are praying together to compensate the sins of their neighbors as well as of themselves, while numerous children of this dangerous world mired in great degradation are seeking pleasure. Let them who are specially called from the Lord and the Blessed Mother,
and who now responded with "Amen," see even greater miracles in the mantle of the Blessed Mother!
And let us try to always make a new start with full trust, not feeling uneasy with human thoughts, not be overly concerned about the future, not worrying what those who criticize us may think, or not panicking even when we face difficulties in the course of our lives.
Then, the thoughts of those who criticize us will change quickly like the clouds that dissipate in the sky. Let all of us become Your instrument to give glory to You by your leading us and taking charge of our lives so that we may pray without ceasing for them.
Let the dirty stains of our souls that are not wiped away well despite wiping it again and again be washed and cleaned with the Precious Blood from Jesus' Five Wounds and Seven Wounds, and that every blockage within us be opened, be consumed by the flames of the Holy Spirit! Let even the bad remainder of our hearts be consumed
completely!
We totally entrust our hearts stained with wounds as you entrusted yourself totally to God the Father.
There is too much surgery that doctors cannot reach success. But Our Lord, to whom nothing is impossible, in unity with the Holy Spirit, remove all cancers in our bodies and souls, and heal us and use us as Your instrument to glorify the Lord.
Clean and heal all the wounds we sustained since we were in our mother's womb, and let us be recognized as good grains on the day of the Last Judgment, and enjoy the eternal happiness at the Table of the Lord together with the Blessed Mother escorted by angels.
Lord, nothing is impossible for you! You are watching and looking into every one of us. Put your hands on the heads of these people one by one. Touch our sick body and soul with your almighty and powerful hands that only you have that Divine power.
So heal your children here and their families so that we may live a life of resurrection filled with joy, love and peace in the rest of our lives, and let your spirit also reach out to those who could not be here in Naju. (Amen!) Jesus said His light will also shine on their families as well.
First, we must correct our thinking. We totally entrust ourselves to you. There are scores of people you raised from death in Naju! How precious are these children who are gathered here! How lovely they are to you, as you equally love even the wicked sinners!
May the Holy Spirit reach out to these children without a single exception, and bless their family members and their jobs, businesses. Heal all of them as you grant us our petitions with our unselfish prayers.
So let all these glorify the Lord, bring comfort to the Blessed Mother through unceasing thanksgiving from us. Heal all the wounds we received when we were in our mothers' womb. There are many wounds we cannot remember. These wounds spoiled our character. But if you heal all those, we will become your worthy children to participate
in the plan of salvation of the Lord who are building up a new world as twin brothers and sisters resembling the Lord and the Blessed Mother. Let it be done, Dear Lord.
Oh, the Love that I've been eager to look for
Now I am found in You, Mother Mary
At the end of my wandering
Accept my wounded heart, Mother
Embrace my exhausted soul, Mother
Mother, with Your tears Mother, with Your tears of blood
Wash away my sins Heal my sick soul
Mother, Wash away my sins Heal my soul
Who will understand my sorrowful life?
Now I present my wounded past to you!
Lord, wash it away Lord, heal my sick past
Father, heal my pain Father, heal my wounds
Whom shall I believe in this dangerous world?
Father, heal the pains of my past
Remove my memory that filled with deep resentment.
Hard feelings placed deeply inside my soul
Wounded by love and pain of betrayal
I give all the pains of my past to You, Mother
You let us go aboard into Mary's Ark of Salvation
Mother, With your great love,
Mother, In Your great mantle,
Embrace me tightly
Cover me up tightly
Let my soul be purified, Mother
Let me take charge of the tree of eternal life. Amen (Amen.)
I offer this humble sinner's prayer in the name of our resurrected Lord Jesus Christ through the Immaculate Heart of Mary. Amen! We give all glory to the Lord, Glory be to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit, as it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be, world without end. Amen! In the name of the Father,
and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. Amen.
Everyone, let us not fall into despair, do not be disappointed, and do not be discouraged, thinking 'Why am I like this?' Discouragement comes from the Devils. Let us not give in to them and make a new start! Amen! Thank you!
