The Excerpts from Julia Kim’s Testimony and Her Healing Prayer on January 3, 2015
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May all of you receive abundant grace from the Lord and the Blessed Mother by opening your hearts wide and be happy all year long.
Well, now we should stay awake more to pray. Many disasters are occurring here and there. You know well that nobody knows when God the Father take us to His Presence.
But, you, I am sure and promise, will be surely saved even when you are situated in an extremely dangerous crisis and are unable to do anything (to protect yourselves because of the swiftness of the crisis).
Because you are the ones who make efforts to live according to the will of the Lord and the Blessed Mother who appeared in Naju and are present with us.
You shall be healed of backache, today. By seeing that I have severe backache unusually, difficulty even to stand now, I am sure that those who have backache will be healed. Our God Father will surely heal you answering to your “Amen” which reach to His Throne.
As Peter Kim explained a while ago, I was really unable to go up (to the Adoration Chapel of the Blessed Mother’s mountain), but I intended to go for this last day of the year, no matter what I might crawl up or faint on the way.
Then I went up, and while praying the rosary, I entered ecstasy. The Blessed Mother said to me. “Look at this present world!”. It was much worse than before, became a lawless world, the horrible situation is beyond human explanation.
It’s so exceed human’s common sense that commit murder become so easy for them. You know the murder means not only killing people by using knife or guns but also by our words from mouth-those sins are so venenous including sacrilegious sins against God, especially by those chosen persons, clergy and religious who are supposed to make people
know the Lord and the Blessed Mother. This present world is flowing like so.
Therefore, at least we who know the Lord and the Blessed Mother should stay awake and pray, then the chastisement which is to fall upon the world will be changed into the cup of blessing. God promised it. So now we really need to arm ourselves with Five Spiritualities.
In this age, many people commit murder so naturally. But there are some people who are forced to live with life of suffering, even live in the situation worse than death.
But as you who know the love of the Lord and the Blessed Mother of Njau(who appeared and are present in Naju)- and you are making effort to lead a good life rejecting sin, God who is listing to your- little souls’ prayers and will bestow the cup of blessing upon you instead of the cup of His wrath. I firmly believe it.
When we go forward toward heaven taking many souls aboard in Mary’s Ark of Salvation, not look back, glance sideways or get off the Ark, devils will run away and the Triumph of Immaculate Heart of Mary will come definitely. So let us stay awake and pray. Now a New Year started.
Indeed, we should become little, simple children. If not, how can we enter the heavenly kingdom? Let us pray for those people to go to heaven.
Because those people who make people known God are nailing and hurting Him more severely, Two Hearts of Our Lord and the Blessed Mother are burning, even to the point of turning into charcoal soot. So who can possibly sew up Their Hearts which are like a burning volcano in fierce flames.
Yes. It’s you. Now this world is covered with thick darkness. The materialistic civilization has been advancing to a high degree. It has become a world that surely deserves punishment of God over the spiritual matters. Seeing this world, God moves His arm which is lifting high to send down the chastisement, then the Blessed Mother holds
It to stop shedding tears. I saw the scene.
The just wrath of God the Father become so furious to the extent that He regrets His creating of human being seeing this world, and is about to punish it. It is the result that some disasters occur here and there. Even to me, when I see this world, indeed, it deserves His chastisement. Sometimes I would like to say, “Yes, Father, You would
rather send down punishment!”
But even if so, as you follow Our Lord and the Blessed Mother, you will be saved in any crisis and be brought to heaven. So we must stay awake all the time. We should not be unawakened. So many bad habits are occupied in us.
Pride, hot temper, etc. many bad habits! We should pull them out by the root. Not by a simple way, but by “prayer of life. You know Our Lord and the Blessed Mother continue to remind us of it. However, still we are not habituated yet to the prayer of life.
For example, arranging this, is not only to make it beautiful externally, but to make our souls right, “Oh, Lord, please straighten my distorted soul” and while hanging the laundry, should pray in a same way. But even many of my close ones are not accustomed to practice the prayer of life. Prayer of life(turning everything into prayers)
should be woven into our daily lives.
“Oh. I have to practice “Prayer of life” I have to, I have to, Not this way. If we make an bloody effort, we can practice it. Because we don’t stay awake, we don’t do it. The prayer life well practiced let us never be off our guard, even one minute. If we really arm ourselves with prayer of life, we come to stay awake from the moment
when we wake up to the moment of fall asleep.
So just with one moment of not awakened, we do things mechanically, for example, hanging the laundry ugly or putting off shoes in disorder… etc. The Blessed Mother said to me, “Inform people about your family. It was not easy to select a family.” Since I was so young , I used to arrange well and by doing so I always kept in my mind to
live aright.
Even when I visited to other’s house, I used to arrange things. Wherever I went, I did it. Then I used to be told that people recognized and said, “Ah, Hongseon(Julia’s Korean name) has been here.” I feel sorry when I see someone has so difficulty to make simple things well-done.
I married Julio Kim, who was the eldest among eight. Parents in law always ignored me. But I really got along well with brothers in law. They called me “Nuna” – (a friendly nick name when brothers in a family call their elder sisters inKorea). Even it was talked in neighbors. They said “Oh it’s really not fabric love. How can she do so
well to family in law?”
Later on, father in law got sick and became paralyzed. So I moved to the house of father in law from Naju where my husband work place was. There were 16 family members. Grand mother in law, parents in law, uncle in law, even his friends, and their sons and daughters who went to high school and university.
As my father in law was paralyzed, I took care of him, carrying my crying baby on my back. I never complained of hard house-workings. At that time we didn’t have a water supply(tap water). I had to get water from the village well on foot.
In the morning, everyone washed their faces with the water. As I lived hygienically since I was young, when I saw they just put the gourd on the ground after using it to get water to wash their faces, then I washed the bottom part of the gourd and put onto its place. Another put it again on the ground, I repeated to do it to keep it clean
while feeding my little baby and changing my its diapers. Soon I had to boil down medicinal herbs for my father in law. Then prepared lunch boxes for the students of the family.
Can you imagine how I was busy and toilful.
I had to draw buckets of water to fill into a large bowl several times a day. I washed dishes and laundries with the drawn water. People said my floor cloth was cleaner than others’ dishcloth. when I finished all the house works, midnight came. Then I visited my grandmother in law to massage her. She was more than 90 years old at that time.
People around me said I will surely regret if I married Julio who came from a big family.
Even if I was tired, my heart was filled with joy because I could practice love. Though I didn’t know God at that time, We, who know God should live with that heart, not hating each other out of any trivial thing. I am not saying this as a boast. The Blessed Mother requested me to: “Tell people about the family that you have cared for”.
I am telling you this for your new year’s awakening.
As my father in law had a stroke, I took care of him with my utmost sincerity. Even if his stroke could have been cured with medicine today, it was deemed impossible to cure at that time because he became paralyzed from the stroke he suffered.
I sold my wedding jewelries in order to have sufficient cash to take him to the Chinese clinics that were highly recognized by many people. I brew herbal medicine one by one myself with utmost sincerity and fed him with it. Then he was totally cured!
I have never told even my husband Julio that “I have had such a hard time with my father in law” This is first time I share this with you. At that time, I set several tables for the big family that occupied three houses. I had to put away all the tables after they have dined. I did that without anyone’s help.
I was good at making scorched rice. When I treated my father in law with it, saying “Help yourself, father.” “Put it there and get out!” I think the Lord took away the shame from my heart. I told him again “Enjoy it, my father!” “GET OUT OF HERE!” “Yes, father!” When he was almost cured of his stroke, he went out for a walk. I put
his shoes on his feet neatly. He shouted at me: “Leave it there and get out!”
“Yes, father..!” I even brought up his cane and gave it to him, but he barked at me harshly: “Leave it alone and go away!”
But I still went after him even to the main gate, saying “Father, have yourself a good time.” “Get away from me!” he retorted. I continued to dote on him with love even though I did not know anything about God. But we all know God now. Therefore, let us empty ourselves and continue to practice love!
I’d like to share another episode that also happened at that time. After doing all the housework, and when I was massaging my grandmother in law to lull her to sleep, she asked me “Where in the world did you come from? Even though you were brought up by a widow, you know well how to respect elders. For the sake of your mother (indicating
herself – Julia’s grandmother in law), you came here!” I answered, “I just did what I was supposed to do.”
“Wow…you even talk with good courtesy!”
As she loved alcohol, I bought some for her and also made nice foods. One day, at 3 AM after taking care of my grandmother in law until she slept, my husband Julio returned home in a drunken state. I found his face covered with blood and his pants torn. But I didn’t ask what happened. We too should not intrude into others even though they
made mistakes or faults.
Not only in relationship between husband and wife, but even among companions, all of us should treat each other with love.
(Back to the episode) Anyway, his face was injured and my baby always woke up at night. I had to stay awake all night taking care of my baby. In the morning I set the table again for breakfast and packed the lunch boxes for our family and sent them to school and made mask by hand. I never felt bad looking at him. He looked so lovely in my
eyes. Let us all love!
After my father in law was healed, he lived on for 3 more years. One day I brought my family to him. We had time talking with him throughout the evening. All the insults and poor treatments I received from him melted away.
At that time, he didn’t shout at me like ‘You go away!’ He talked with me treating me gently this time like he did to his family. I thought to myself ‘Now, he accepted me properly as part of his family’ I was so happy with his talking to me kindly for just a while.
Dear pilgrims! We should FEEL (love)! Because if we don’t feel (love), we always have complaints.
That night, I was very happy wholeheartedly to have my own father. I returned home feeling so good, but it was on that very day when he passed away.
His smile that he left me was his first and last. Even though it was only one day when he smiled at me, my heart was filled with happiness. So, dear pilgrims!
Don’t try to find happiness in faraway spots. Happiness is surely at hand, here and now. But the problem with people is they tend to think of unhappiness all the time.
Dear pilgrims, let us be happy.
Though I had no idea about turning our daily lives into prayers, I cleaned everything in my daily life and arranged it in order with a heart of prayer of life.
How can we practice turning our daily lives into prayers? For starters, I should not neglect even one small thing. For example, when you found someone’s cloth ripped off, we should not say “Ah, what should I do?” but pray “Oh my Jesus, totally tear away my ego…”
If someone tread on your long skirt, don’t neglect praying, furthermore, even those who looked at the scene should also pray together, like “Jesus! Please tread on my ego!” Because our ego is so strong, it still lives despite being treaded over and over again.
Listen to another example. An accident occurred, if you say with grudge, “Damn it! Why did the Lord and the Blessed Mother allow me to suffer this accident even if they said ‘I will surely protect you when you meet imminent crisis?’ If you bear grudges, then you will lose the grace.
Instead, if you say “Oh Jesus, thank you! You protected me from greater accidents than this!” It makes a big difference despite undergoing the same situation. If you have severe headache, let us graciously offer it up, praying “Oh Jesus, I offer this painful sickness for the Lord and the Blessed Mother and for healing of our family.”
This is also turning our daily lives into prayers.
As many people complain about trivial pains like headache and bruise, this is when the devils lay traps to take away their hearts. At least we should live a life of gratitude that never dries up, saying, “Oh, my bones could have been broken, but I just got a bruise instead. Thank the Lord! Thank the Blessed Mother!”
If your left arm was broken, you should say “Oh Jesus, Thank you. I am so grateful that you saved my right arm!” If your shoulder was broken, you should say “Thank you Lord for my feet are still safe so I can walk!” There are many things to give thanks if we are willing to do so.
Dear pilgrims, remain close to and carry the holy water with you. Sprinkle holy water first in whatever you do. When you get into a car, sprinkle holy water too (To protect yourself). And dampen your hand with it to make sign of the Cross. Every morning when you wake up, sprinkle yourselves with holy water all the time.
Do you know how powerful the Naju Holy water is? There was one lady from Busan who was possessed by demons. It looked impossible to drive them out. Priests who were there sprinkled their own holy water and tried to expel them, but it didn’t work. Then I passed the Naju Holy Water to one of the priests, and he used it. Right after that, the
demons were totally driven out, screaming “Oh it’s too HOT!!!”
Before you wash your face, make the sign of the Cross. Do you know what is the meaning of the Sign of Cross? We call upon the name of God! “In the name of the Father, of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit, Amen. O Lord, I am washing my face, but change this water into the Precious Blood You shed and wash my soul!” Why don’t you pray like
that while washing your hair and taking baths too?
In the toilet, let us pray, “Lord, I am now discharging what is not needed in my body anymore. Remove everything that is harmful from my soul, also from my neighbor especially those I don’t like, my husband, my mother in law, my daughter in law etc. Remove all their bad habits.”
We should arm ourselves with turning our daily lives into prayers. Everything can be offered up with prayers. Once one mandarin orange rots, the others affected by it will rot as well. We should meditate on it. Likewise, if one person is spoilt, his neighbors will become spoilt with a rotten odor. We do not live alone, for all of us live
together. None of us can live alone.
Each of us has our own talents, so we should think everyone is precious. Even if anyone did wrong, we should think of his/her good point and give advices when it is due to correct the wrongdoings. All of us should accept advices from each other. But we have to admonish with LOVE. It is not giving advices to chide someone saying “ YOU DID
WRONG!” Also for our children, we should discipline them with love.
Our love is dry and skimpy. Let us not be stingy about love. After returning from the United States, I gave pilgrims (of Naju) homework because Koreans are very sparing when it comes to love. I told them to say ‘I love you’ to their husbands or wives at home, then the love will surely be reciprocated. There was one lady who had continued
to fight with her husband and was about to sue for divorce. She gave it a try to say, “I love…” to her husband, but unfortunately, it was too hard for her to express.
One day when he came home drunken, she tried to say ‘Honey, I love you…’ but his smell of liquor was so awful. She was about to give up, but reminding of my words ‘Julia gave me this homework!’ Then she tried again “Darling… I love you!” “What? Are you insane?” It was a natural response, as they weren’t getting along. It was too
hard for her, but she was determined to try at least 3 times a day.
When her husband went to work, she greeted him with love “My Darling, I love you. Have a nice day!” It was something she had never done before. Even if she looked insane at first, she persisted. In the daytime, she called him on the phone, saying “ I love you.”
When he returned home, she said “Darling, I love you, how was today?” She continued to do it, but sometimes, she felt annoyed, thinking of quitting. Nevertheless, she persistently practiced it.
Later, he also called her in his workplace , “Honey, I love you!” The true love finally came to be realized! (Amen!) Now they have changed and are living a newlywed life. Dear pilgrims don’t spare love. The more you love, the sweeter it will be. Even though the love is sweet, it can also be as bitter as gall. Do you know why? This is because
we have to cover others’ faults with love. If your husband or wife committed adultery, of course it would be painful… But we have to continue to love! Then the love will surely reciprocate back to you like echoes. Make sure of this love echo and practice love with all your heart!
Nevertheless, even if we can’t receive love from humans, we can be loved by God by a hundredfold, ten thousand folds or hundreds million folds! Believe it!
So, if we reminisce about the person who was nice to me, disregarding anything negative such as whether he or she hit me, scolded me or whatever, then everyone is precious to us. It is because we don't recall that person’s positive traits when he or she treated me nicely, we may sometimes spend our time by struggling with one another. But
we should be interpreters of love for each other, cherishing one another.
Now greeting the New Year, let us throw away all bad things from us and forgive everyone. Just imagine how many prayers of life that we can practice by doing this! We can also do it even when we pull out our gray hairs. We should not miss anything. You can pray like this, "Jesus, pull out the faded things from our souls completely."
When our hair falls out, we utter: "Oh, Jesus, thank you. You pulled out a lot of bad things from my soul!" (Amen!) We can thank the Lord like this. But there are many things we may pass by. When we clean the trashes, we can do it. We can pray while we are seeing people pick their teeth after eating. Don't pass by even that mere
moment.
Everything can be turned into a prayer, not only with mine. "Jesus, please take away all my bad things, including unnecessary things from my soul." We can pray to remove mine as well as others’. So it's different from ejaculatory prayer. If we just pray, we are not reminded of the thing that is past. But we can practice prayers
of life even after time goes by.
We can turn anything we forget into prayers whenever we recall them. It's very, very important. Though we forgot to practice prayers of life when we cut our hair, get a perm and blow-dry at the barber shop or beauty salon, we can do it instantly, 'Ah! I have forgotten it while I listened to other's.' "Oh, Jesus, I'm sorry. Each time
I cut my hair, please..." When we get a perm, we can ask the Lord to transform beautifully people whose characters are stiff.
I told you to put on makeup in the following order: "In the Name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. Amen." You do this when you make up your face. Do not pass by even figures; we can turn our daily lives into prayers eagerly by applying it to everything. We should realize, 'I was not awake.' whenever we didn't practice
prayers of life because it's never difficult to do. We can do it if we are awake.
We can turn everything into prayers even when going to bed, waking up, exercising or whatever. If we offer up everything graciously unexceptionally as prayers of life, you will enjoy eternal happiness in Heaven on the last day. The one who stays awake will be raised to Heaven. Jesus said that entering Heaven is more difficult than for a camel
to go through the eye of a needle, yes, it's difficult.
How can we ever go to Heaven if we always tell lies, question everything, rationalize or make excuses, even though we are told every single day to avoid doing it? Then, all you have done well so far will turn fruitless. So we should correct them first. We must do it.
Well, we welcome anew a long-awaited New Year of hope. Let us start renewing ourselves by coming closer to Jesus and the Blessed Mother after throwing away our bad things (Amen!) Amen!
Let us meditate the Messages of Love from Jesus and the Blessed Mother.
This is the Message of love from Jesus on March 3, 2007.
"My beloved children who are called!
Even most of My little souls who have been called to Heaven cling to Me and My Mother begging eagerly as if clinging to a life buoy, but, once they receive the grace they have been asking for, they are grateful only briefly and then return to their miserable life joining forces with the devil of pride, frequently enter through the widely
open gate of hell, and thus give the Hearts of My Mother and Me the pains of being torn apart into thousands and tens of thousands of pieces.
Because you have participated in suffering for My and My Mother's sake receiving all kinds of persecution while I and My Mother have been undergoing all kinds of trials, so, as My Father has given Me royal authority, I will take you to Heaven and let you share love eating and drinking at My table."
This is the Message of love from the Blessed Mother on Jan 4, 1998.
"All the children in the world!
If the children in the world do not accept but despise my words that I give them shedding tears and tears of blood and sing of a peaceful and care-free time, destruction will befall them like a thief at night. I want at least you, who say that you know me, to remain awake and pray, not compromise with the world, follow this Mother's words,
and hurriedly repair and console this Mother's torn Immaculate Heart with sacrifices and reparations so that evil may turn into good. Even if Satan appears to have successfully brought about ruin, you will see my Immaculate Heart surely achieving victory by rebuilding the place which was destroyed by Satan, through my invisible presence and with help from you who are my helpers. When Christ comes again to this world, you who are following me and making me known will appear in glory with Christ."
Amen!
Well, close your eyes and lay down yourselves to Jesus and the Blessed Mother. And come to Jesus with everyone you couldn't forgive. Let us forgive ourselves first, by asking for forgiveness first and forgive others next. You may find it difficult to forgive someone whom you want to forgive with the thought that he/she may not be open to
your sincere forgiveness. Offer your heart to Jesus and the Blessed Mother.
We, who are unworthy, want to be totally dissolved in the love of Jesus and the Blessed Mother today. We want to become submerged, completely dissolved, and united in the Sacred Hearts of Jesus and the Immaculate Heart of the Blessed Mother. As unity is being broken and lack of trust among people is rampant, they don't want to live according
to the will of Jesus but are living bound by the secular world by hating, judging each other, causing discord and lying.
But little souls are gathered here; please do not abandon these children's prayers. Rekindle the flickering fire of love with the fire of the Holy Spirit so that it may inflame vigorously. There are so many things we cannot do ourselves. But, there is nothing impossible for the Lord, so let all these children be healed of even the illnesses
that cannot be cured in hospitals. (Amen!)
Heal all our wounds. (Amen!) We have been numerously wounded from the period of pregnancy. Our characters have been spoiled because of the numerous wounds. Jesus, let all of us be reborn with gentle love. Make our strong character meek. Get rid of our hatred. Remove our strong ego. Pride spreads out even to our neighbors. Lord, be in control
of us so that we can pull out the root of our pride completely today, which keeps spreading, though we continue to pull it out again and again.
Wash and wipe away our souls and bodies which became stained, sick, exhausted and mixed with wounds, and unclog the blocked parts with the Precious Blood from the five wounds and seven wounds of Jesus and Tears, Tears of Blood, Fragrant Oil, thick Milk and water of mercy of the Blessed Mother so that we may enjoy eternal happiness next to
the Lord and the Blessed Mother at Their table escorted by angels on the last day; after we work only for the glory of the Lord and the triumph of the Immaculate Heart of the Blessed Mother in the rest of our life by being healed.
There are a lot of sufferings in our lives. But we don't ask You to remove the obstacles lying before us, but to grant us power and courage that we can overcome them well wisely and inbreathe the wisdom, discernment and knowledge of the Holy Spirit to us. So let us be reborn with love so that the arrows of fire shot by any devil cannot harm
us.
All the devils surrender before love. Let us be armed with love. Change our hearts into ones that can cover with love even the person who hates me, that is wider than the universe, deeper than the sea, higher than the sky. Amen!
Make our hearts become like flesh so that it can spring back again however it is pressed. Then we will not be wounded and will be born anew. Grant us positive minds. Banish all our negative thoughts.
Change our frequently erratic hearts that are beyond our control. Pull out all our bad habits by touching one by one and spreading to us the almighty hand that only Jesus has. Jesus, let us be reborn spiritually. Then our physical illnesses will disappear by themselves.
But grant us the power so that we can offer it up graciously if the pains are given to us, and let us give thanks for everything. Touch your sick parts with your hands. Jesus, totally operate on our body and soul with your Holy Spirit. Jesus, heal us spiritually and physically without exception so that we may experience joy, love and peace
for the rest of our lives and work for the Glory of God and the triumph of the Immaculate Heart of the Blessed Mother. Thus, we can give glory to the Lord, consolation to the Blessed Mother and let us live a life of gratitude that never dries up.
Beloved brothers and sisters, why couldn't you forgive
If we forgive others, God will forgive us.
I implore with all my agonies to the Lord
To be forgiven, saved and enjoy the true peace forever and ever
Beloved brothers and sisters, why didn't you truly repent your sins
Repentance with tears brings miracle
I totally entrust all my conflicts to the Lord
Be healed, receive graces and enjoy eternal life
If the Lord come to my barren heart,
He will set a fire of love inside me and I may live in love.
I plead with all my sorrows to the Lord
He will fill up my barren heart.
Though a poor soul stained with wounds
Becomes sick and tired, loses ways and wanders,
If You perform miracles with love
They will be fascinated in the love of the Lord and the Blessed Mother.
