The Excerpts from Julia
Kim’s Testimony and Her
Healing Prayer on July 1, 2017
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I'm pleased to meet you. Two thousand years ago, Jesus drank the cup of Passion by His death on the Cross, when the children of the world violated His infinite dignity and holiness. However, Jesus did not end in death but resurrected from the dead to resurrect all of us with him. So, let us resurrect with Jesus today! (Amen!)
In Naju, the Blessed Mother shed Tears and Tears of Blood and Jesus has granted numerous, immeasurable, sublimest, and purest love until now. Not only the time when Jesus was on earth, but also on this day, here in Naju, many children in the world who came here have been healed and raised from the dead, and experienced wondrous
miracles of love; the dumb spoke, the death heard and the deformed restored to normal.
Today, we are commemorating the anniversary of the Blessed Mother’s first weeping Tears (The actual date is June 30th) combined with the first Saturday devotion. (On the 12th anniversary of the Blessed Mother’s first weeping Tears, 33clergy and 7,000 lay people gathered in Naju gym to commemorate the anniversary) You are
not surrendered to the temptation of the devils and have continued to make pilgrimage to Naju, Some of you have not stopped coming for 30,31,32 years. You are promised the eternal happiness in Heaven if only you don’t turn back.
The devil said they would turn the world over and ruin it, but Jesus said He would save this world. Who do you think will be the victor? (Jesus!) Yes, Devil will never win (over Jesus).
Angels as well as humans can become proud. If angels did not know where they stood (* by offending God due to pride), they were chained and put to Hell. If angels can be punished by God, how much more would humans be subject to God’s wrath? When humans who received boundless graces from the Lord become proud and do evil,
they will not only fall but be thrown into the fire of sulfur that flames up vigorously at the time of the Last Judgment.
Therefore, let us stay awake and continue to practice the love of the Lord and the Blessed Mother more. If only we don’t turn back, as we are aboard the Mary’s Ark of Salvation, we can enter Heaven by following the Blessed Mother. She is the string that connects between Heaven and Earth.
We are in Her Ark, which is Her mantle. How wide is Her mantle? (Wider than universe.) Her mantle is wider than the universe. Some are wondering, ‘Is it possible for everyone to stay in her mantle?’ I tell you, everyone in the world can get aboard the Mary’s Ark of Salvation. (Her mantle) We have to bring many people aboard
Mary’s Ark of Salvation to go to Heaven together, including our families, relatives and even our acquaintances.
The Blessed Mother appeared in various places around the world. She appeared in Fatima, showing the miracle of the Sun. At Lourdes, she granted the Miraculous water. There are many Marian apparition sites and other shrines in the world. Each place has its own particular feature. At Lanciano, Italy, the Eucharistic Miracle
occurred.
Naju, however, is the place where the synthesis of all the wondrous miracles of combined love unprecedented anywhere in the world have being poured out graciously here in Naju.
If we receive the grace, we have to manage the endowed grace well. The devil also can do marvelous things, but cannot raise the dead nor can perform Eucharistic Miracle. In Naju, however, Eucharistic Miracle occurred 33 times! (Also, people were raised from the dead in Naju)
Lanciano where the Eucharistic Miracle occurred only one time became a shrine(recognized by Church). There was a monk who was also a priest. While he was sleeping, putting the statue of the Blessed Mother at his bedside, he saw the statue of the Blessed Mother wink at him at once. The place became a shrine (recognized by Church).
However, What on earth has happened in Naju? How difficult it is (for the Blessed Mother of Naju ) in Korea!
Bishop Roman Danylak of Canada suggested to me, “Just come to Canada. If you come here, I will recognize (Our Lady of Naju).” But, I didn’t go there. Despite all the difficulties and distress we encountered while we are praying in this shabby place like a stable, the Lord and the Blessed Mother appeared and are present
here in Naju. So is it correct that I go to foreign country to be recognized and then come back to Naju again?
I feel very sorry for you because of the inconvenience you are undergoing while praying in this small space under this hot weather. You are tired by scorching hot, aren’t you? (No!) Nevertheless, how blessed are we who can arm ourselves with Five Spiritualities!
We can offer up everything (to the Lord) e.g. While we are sweating, we can offer up every single drop of sweat to Our Lord Jesus, praying ‘O Jesus, Use all these drops of my sweat if you need to’
These days, I couldn’t function normally from any part of my body because I am suffering from Head to toe. ‘O My Jesus, I am suffering while preparing the first Saturday devotion and the anniversary. There must be an important reason in my suffering’. Then I offered all my sufferings for your sake!
O Jesus, Thank you! Please use (my suffering) for our pilgrims (to Naju)! (Amen!)
No matter what it is, do not be afraid, completely entrust yourselves to the Lord, and totally lay down ourselves for the Lord and the Blessed Mother, for our neighbors, and for our families, not only for ourselves. Then the Lord will save you.
Our Lord has saved my life from many crisis of death since my childhood. We should live in good and in accordance to the will of the Lord. Even though I didn't know the will of the Lord in my earlier days (before becoming a Catholic), I have lived for my neighbors’ benefits even though I underwent difficulties.
Therefore, if we lay down ourselves 100% fully (for the Lord and the neighbors), the Lord will save our lives. (Amen!) If we lay down our lives, the Lord will save our lives, not taking away our lives.
I am not telling you this to boast about my life. The Lord said, “Go tell people about your life”, so here I am telling you.
What is aching my heart is that many people in the world are doing wrong. It is so serious that Jesus and the Blessed Mother asked us to look back into our history. What does “history” mean? Those are the destruction of Sodom and Gomorrah, Deluge of Noah, Tower of babel story...etc.
At that time, what happened to those who did not listened to God?
At the age Sodom and Gomorrah, the cities and even all the vegetation on the ground were burned with sulfurous fire. Before the destruction, Abraham asked God, “Suppose there were fifty righteous people in the city; would you really sweep away and not spare the place for the sake of the fifty righteous people within it?”
“ I will spare the place for their sake.” said the Lord. He went on “What if only forty are found there? What if thirty there?” “I will refrain from doing it.” “If no more than twenty?” “I will not destroy it...” God answered.
What if ten are found there?” For the sake of the ten, he replied, I will not destroy it. Abraham never expected there were less than ten righteous people in the cities. However, there were really less than ten righteous people and God the Father had rain down sulfurous fire from the sky on Sodom and Gomorrah, burning the
cities, all their inhabitants, and even all the vegetation on the ground.
Whom did the Lord save from there? The Lord saved Lot’s family through His angels. At that time, Lot had two daughters. Angels asked Lot to bring even his sons-in-law, who had contracted marriage with his daughters, So Lot went out and spoke them, “Come on, leave this place,” But his sons-in-law sneered at him.
Then, the angels urged Lot on, saying, “Come on! Take your wife with you and your two daughters who are here! ...But Do not look back..!” But Lot’s wife looked back. What happened to her? She was turned into a pillar of salt.
That’s what I am telling you. As people refused to listen to the word of God the Father, when the chastisement came down upon them, there was no way they could have avoided it. At the time of Noah, when God the Father told Noah to make an Ark, he listen to Him and made the Ark by selling his properties. He did exactly as
God wanted him to do.
While Noah’s family was making the Ark, many people pointed and mocked at them, enjoying playing, eating and drinking. As soon as Noah’s family entered into the Ark, the deluge began.
Nothing is impossible with God. Even if they try going up to the highest peak to escape the flood, all were buried at the bottom of the floodwater. Even if we try climbing up the tallest buildings, what will be the use of it? Even though we fly high by airplanes, it will be useless. As nothing is impossible for God, everything
will be swept away.
This world deserves the ruin of God. However, thanks to the littles souls like you who are praying in the shabby stable, God the Father prolongs the time of punishment.
Let us make a new start by amending our lives so that not only punishment may be prolonged, but also the new Pentecost be realized! What should we do for its sake? We should arm ourselves with Five Spiritualities.
But, because we don’t arm ourselves with Five Spiritualities, we can’t forgive one another nor practice turning our daily lives into prayers well. It is because we don't accept everything as “it’s my fault”, we are unable to forgive and harbor hatred in between. Because they don't accept with “Amen”, they are unable
to put into practice. Because they don't live with Semchigo (Korean word: do what we don't like as if we really want to do for the love toward others), we are living in isolation. But we can make a start, so let us start anew from today! (Amen!)
On June 30, 2006, on Mt. Calvary, a very clear and beautiful ray of blue light shone from Jesus on the Crucifix on the Calvary Hill. First, it shone five times and, then, seven times. The light poured out upon all of you as well. Dear pilgrims! Receive the light of Christ!
Jesus said “I bestow the light of My immeasurable, the most sublime and purest love on all of you gathered here to commemorate My Mother's shedding Tears” He bestows the light of love combined with the love of the Blessed Mother upon us. The Blessed Mother repeated the same words in 2007 as well.
The Lord and the Blessed Mother would not let you leave with empty hands. If you open your hearts widely, the Lord will come to you and set His fire of love in you and perform the miracles of love within you.
Let me simply introduce Five Spiritualities. On July 8, 1982 when I took a bus. Unlike today, there were very few buses in those days, packed with people from the countryside. I was praying Rosary with my eyes closed.
Something poked in me, here. I thought ‘it could be the stick of an umbrella. Thus I slapped it. Then I realized it was man who poked me with his private part with his opened zip. Should I beat him, or I forgive him? I prayed, ‘Oh my Jesus, forgive him. Let him who is committing sins of obscenity repent, be changed and return
to the Lord!’
Jesus questioned, “Are you really going to forgive him who sexually harassed you?, “Sure, if I harbor any unforgiveness towards him, what would I gain from it and what kind of benefit would I receive from it? “Yes. That’s it.”(Jesus).
“(Dear pilgrims) Yes, we can practice through “Semchigo” – regarding it as a handle of umbrella. Let us take everything as “It’s my fault”, thinking ‘because of my presence there, it happened. If only I had been a deformed or ugly woman, he would not have sexually harassed me’
If I were hit with a flying rock while standing still, so would kick it violently grumbling, “Damn”, what will happen to me?
Only my feet would be hurt more, right? I would rather say, “Oh, Jesus, thank you. How much love I received from you!”
It’s right, dear pilgrims, If I were not there, I would not be hit by the stone. If I were just one step away, I were not hit by it. It’s my fault because I was at the very spot.
By doing so, there will be nobody whom we can’t forgive if we admit it as “my fault” in all troubles.
Devils become more rampantly against those who come closer to the love of God. In the communities, do not hate some specific person or one another, not forgiving even trivial matters with hatred, condemning numerous things over one another thinking, “why is she (he) like that?” Let us not judge one another! Many people try
to take out specks from other’s eyes without seeing logs in their own eyes.
Therefore, when we see someone’s wrong doing, we should think, 'I am also weak person who might do wrong like him or her. Then I also would cause equal distraction in him by my wrongdoing.'
Shouldn’t we correct with conversation and reconcile with one another if we have done wrong?
Regarding the Spiritualty of “Amen”, (Example story), When I went to a retreat held by Blue Army while I was still suffering extreme pains. I went there just to listen to my respectful priest’s lecture. But when I arrived there, I was told to do voluntary service,(that mean I couldn’t listen to the lecture.) But “Amen!!”
Because I was needed, the Lord called me! I didn’t react negatively with a question,” Can’t you see me that I am in pain? How can you let me work here?” Instead, without hesitating, I exclaimed, “ Amen!”, then I offered up my pains.
The voluntary work that was assigned to me was merely to attach ribbons onto the attendees’ chests.
I, in spite of the severe pains, attached ribbons with respect and love, saying with a bright smile, “May you receive abundant love and grace from the Lord today!” and they said, ”Oh, the grace is already overflowing to me!” They were so pleased. Things will be wonderful just through our little sacrifice and giving out
ourselves a little bit more!
If we say, thinking “I am so tired I could die, (with a forced ugly look), “Many graces to you!”should we do that?
Just regard him as Jesus, and if it’s a she, then regard as “Blessed Mother” whomever you may meet. Then you will never be rude to them. As I know the prayer of life, I attached it to each of them with love, saying to myself, ‘O my Jesus.” On that day Jesus poured out abundant grace to me as I responded with “Amen”
to my assigned work.
On that day, the weather was so burning hot. There were also piles of books, religious items, etc in the parish church where the retreat was held. Every volunteer left me alone and entered the lecture room. (So she worked alone outside.) Later Mr. Rufino Park came up to me asking, “Don’t you feel hot under the scorching
sun?”
“I do. But I am offering it up graciously. If I don’t do this work, someone else would have to do it. Therefore, I am offering up this work with joy.”
I did it sweating profusely and drenching my clothes with my sweat with great joy.
I said to Rufino “As I came here, I can do this work! If I had not come, I must have just lied down with the Pains(of atonement) at home. Now I can do something for the Lord even though it’s trivial, doing penance for my neighbors, offer up sacrifices practicing love, and in so doing, I gladly offer up my pains for the sake
of the poor souls suffering in purgatory as well.”
“I am ashamed of myself.” You said so, right? (to Rufino) (Rufino said “Yes”)
Like this way, we can work joyfully when we respond with “Amen” to the tasks given to us. So let us practice “Amen” without fail, responding joyfully “Amen”
When I was at the gate of death, the lumps of cancer cells had protruded through my toenails and from my anus. The doctor said, “We did our best. Go home and eat your favorite food.” Then, I tried all kinds things hoping to survive.
As my mother who lived only for me, how could I dishearten her? So I used every possible methods in order to survive, but all failed negatively. Lastly I heard Jesus’ voice: “Remain close to the Bible. The Bible is My living Word. I opened the Bible immediately with “Amen” and found the passage from Luke 8:40-48.
When Jairo took Jesus on their way to his sick daughter, they met a woman who had hemorrhage for twelve years had spent all she had. She had the faith that if she is able to touch the tassel on the Lord’s cloak, she would be healed and truthfully, she was. (Amen!)
What did Jesus say? "Woman, your faith has saved you. Go in peace". I answered with "Amen", taking the words as for me. In like manner, you also can do the same without thinking, ‘That’s not for me’. The words of messages from the Blessed Mother and the Lord as well, accept them as it is for your sake.
The woman was healed, right? Later a subject of Jairo arrived and said, “Your daughter is dead; do not trouble the teacher any longer.” On hearing this, Jesus answered him, “Do not be afraid; just have faith and she will be saved.”, and I said again “Amen!”, accepting them as it is for me. At the moment, the lump of
cancer cells shrunk and disappeared.
The lump had been protruded from anus, which made me unable to discharge my waste. It also forbade any injection as my blood pressure was 50/40; nor the option of colostomy was permitted. There was nothing I could do to hope for a cure. I couldn’t even sit due to the protruded lumps on my anus.
But it shrunk completely, and disappeared! I felt the part with my hands and there was nothing, I felt the part with my hands and there was nothing, and on my toe, nothing! I took my blood pressure, it progressed up to 120/70 (became normal) from the usual past recording of 50/40.
As I was cured completely at the age 33. Next, I asked Jesus for suffering. Do not think like, “What suffering is she receiving consistently?”; Because HE granted me a new life and I asked for suffering in return.
As you know, I’ve lived always for other’s peace even though I lost my own benefits or convenience. One day during a retreat, I met an old man who suffered from prostate cancer, including colon cancer that spread all over his whole body. He lay down in the back of the lecture room. Nobody paid any attention to him.
So I helped him; into the rest room and attended to his discharge and cleaned him up. Seeing this, other volunteers began to blame me, saying: ”Uh, Julia, what on earth are you doing?” “Why don’t you volunteer your work for this retreat instead?” I just helped the old man thinking he was Jesus because nobody took care
of him.
“Oh, Jesus! If he would be healed with me taking over his pains, I will volunteer to suffer pains for him.” Thus, he was cured. (Amen) I got permission from the chief and took care of him till the end of the retreat.
At that time, I didn’t realize it at first but now I know that the old man was Jesus. How could he come to the retreat by himself?
So likewise, when we do everything with love, dear pilgrims, Jesus sometimes tests you to see what will your reaction be like. Therefore, you should all become one in love in your community, or family community, or any other communities as well.
Eventually the old man naturally came walking alone without aid and could go to the rest room by himself and left it in peace. Many times in my life, I happened to come across many people who fell down on the street without consciousness. I brought them to the Chapel to take care of them. (They were Jesus)
One day I saw an old man limping in the street. I tried taking him to the hospital. But he stubbornly refused to go. So I bought some medication at the pharmacy and brought him to the Blessed Mother’s Chapel. When I tried to take off his shoes, I found that they were stuck to his feet. I asked him when did he put them on,
he answered that his family was wealthy, but since he was commandeered to the army, he got sick and was sent back home with a sticker on his body as if he was a parcel.
He said he never bought himself socks nor shoes.
I managed to take off his shoes and brought him to the statue of the Blessed Mother. At that moment, severely bad odor started to diffuse because with each step he took, he left black footprints behind a terrible stench.
I bathed him and placed him in the room. Then I began cleaning his footprints on the floor of the chapel with Ruffino. But those smelly footprints remained stubbornly.
Eventually we gave up and left it alone. After we slept, we found that all those smelly footprints disappeared and fragrant incense of rose spread all around. He was also Jesus. Likewise, Jesus comes to us in various forms and in many ways. He might come to your house as well.
We should offer up everything graciously. It’s very easy to speak ill of others. Let us not judge others nor cause estrangement by inflicting divisions among people. Our life is short, even if we want to live only for the Lord and the Blessed Mother. We don’t know when will HE comes to take us with Him. If we live according
to the will of the Lord and the Blessed Mother, THEY will save even when we face imminent moments of crisis, and sustain us as persons who were never shaken regardless of any difficulties.(Amen)
We should forgive. In 1990s, Mrs. Agatha Park came from Busan city She was a widow and her only son was a taxi driver, 22 years old. But he died after he was stabbed seventeen times by a robber.
What do you think, dear pilgrims? There is a Korean saying, “Whenever offsprings died, the hearts of their mothers become their tombs.” Do you think it is easy to forgive the murderer who killed her matured son with 17 stabbings? She even disliked those who consoled her.
She did nothing but wept, however her son didn’t come back to life. She spent time weeping with unforgiveness. Meanwhile someone asked her to come to Naju. “What for to Naju?” “There the Blessed Mother is weeping.” She thought, ‘How the Blessed Mother can shed tears of blood?’But as she had nothing to hold on, she eventually
came to Naju.
She visited the chapel on June 30th(on the anniversary). After she heard my testimony about forgiving the people who hurt me and offer up Mass for them, she was impressed and thought, ‘Let’s forgive him as Julia Kim did.’ and she decided to forgive the man who killed her son by stabbing him 17 times. He was her only child.
She decided not only to forgive the man who killed her son but also to take care of him as if the killer in jail was also her son. After she forgave the murderer, she realized her dark world turned into bright light. Dear pilgrims! Let’s forgive. (Amen!)
As we see her forgiveness for the murderer who killed her only son, should we remain unforgiving? We could be ripped off by others or go into debt or be falsely accused in our lives. I have been wrongly accused many times, as well. But I never resented those who had done this to me.
They took away my money and didn’t pay my salary even though I worked as a hairdresser for seven months. I could not even ask them to pay my salary. I took it all thinking as if it was my fate.
At that time, Even though I din’t know God, I forgave them and wished them better lives. If you also do like that, the Lord will bestow more graces upon you. Let’s then, forgive others. (Amen!)
Let me talk about the topic of offering up. Maria, who lives in Jeomchon, still comes to Naju. Her husband is a doctor who opened his private clinic. He had an affair with the woman who worked at a Tea-Room Salon. He gave her the same ring or the same dresses that he to Maria before, which made Maria feeling terribly awful.
She asked her husband for a divorce, but he rejected it outright.
She came to Naju and I said to her, “Let’s offer up like this. Though your husband is having an affair, go and massage his legs saying, “How hard is it to take care of a wife like me.” And massage his body as well, washing and wiping his legs, or wash his body with warm water saying, “Even taking care of one woman is
hard enough and how hard it is to take care of two women.”
The woman who worked at a tearoom tried conceiving a baby to live with Maria’s husband, but she suffered miscarriages later whenever her pregnancies were positive. Meanwhile, Maria kept visiting Our Lady of Naju, entrusting everything to Her entirely. Then one day, her husband decided to return to her. He said, “I’m going
to split up with her. I don’t want to see her anymore.”
He returned to Maria because she entrusted and believed the Blessed Mother of Naju thoroughly and treated him with love in return. The Blessed Mother adores her so much. She deserves to be praised because she fulfilled the messages of Jesus and the Blessed Mother.
She felt pity for the woman who had an affair with her husband. Would she feel pity for her if she didn’t know the Blessed Mother of Naju? She would have hated her perpetually. Women hate their husbands’ mistresses the most. I mean, concubines. Maria treated her as if her husband’s mistress was her daughter by arranging
for marriage for his former mistress to another man. She even supported her marriage financially.
Maria prepared for the marriage expenses for her husband’s former mistress. She got pregnant right after her marriage to another man. Since then, Maria’s husband stayed with Maria all along.
We shall live with the love she practiced! How could this love arise out of her without the love of Jesus and the Blessed Mother? The woman was the one who had tried to keep Maria’s husband for her own, but Maria considered her as her daughter and went ahead to finance her when she got married with another man.
Every now and then, Maria invites her and treats her meals and other hospitalities. We should live like this! I told her how to offer up her pains and she followed just as I said. Then, her husband returned. I told you that the echo will surely rejoin. So let’s arm ourselves with the Five Spiritualities of Naju constantly.
(Amen!)
On Jan 13, 1989, I was in severe pains, but I regard as if “I am loved by Jesus through this pain”(semchigo) and I stayed immersed only in Jesus and I entered into ecstasy and met Jesus. I found that as I practice “semchigo” in such a pain, I came to meet Jesus.
In the ecstasy – I was walking up along a steep country hillside. When I was about to fall, I tried to grab something above me, and then someone held my hands, “Uh? Who is this? And I tried pulling my hand out of the hand that held me. But the hand that held mine gripped more tightly. I was startled and looked up, then I
found that he was Jesus. (Amen)
As Jesus lifted me up, I was overjoyed and jumped into His Heart. I walked together with Him rubbing my cheek on His face. You know He is so tall, HE bent His body down so that I could rub my cheek on His face. We walked and run together holding each other’s hands. After walking some distance, I saw an arbor.
The Blessed Mother was already there waiting for us. I walked up to the arbor and then Jesus and the Blessed Mother snatched me up there and hugged me. I was hugged into the bosom of Mama Mary and into Jesus in turns, rubbing my cheeks on Theirs’ Faces. Later I rest in the chest of Jesus for quite long time. I rested there
without uttering a word.
Some time later, Jesus asked me, ”Are you fond of me that much? “Of course!” “Do you love me that much?” “ You know it well.” He said“I love you much more than you can love Me.” We continued our conversation, and I felt Jesus adored me so much. My joy was overflowing.
In a moment Jesus said He would be celebrating mass. And soon after, He transformed into a priest. It means when a priest celebrates mass, it is Jesus who actually celebrates it. Julio (*her husband) who was wearing luxury outfits was offering a host with a paten to the priest.
I talked to the people outside, hoping for them to attend Mass and receive the Holy Eucharist. Jesus personally comes to us through the Eucharist.
Suddenly, I woke out of a ecstasy. Knowing that I was unable to move due to pains, while lying down, the pains were gone and I felt my body as light as a bird's feather!
Knowing that I was unable to move due to pains, as I lay down, the pains disappeared and I felt my body as light as a bird's feather!
It is obvious that I personally met Jesus and He kissed me and I kissed Him back.
While I was with Jesus rubbing my cheek in ecstasy, but in reality I was cured, so I could get up from my bed and run downstairs from the attic (*her residence at that time). My family and Fr Chang were astonished seeing me who was not able to get up or move before, but now running towards them. As I offered up all pains with
spirituality of “Semchigo”, I came to meet Jesus. Dear pilgrims, let us arm ourselves with Five Spiritualties. Then, the Lord and the Blessed Mother will come to you and for you.
Now I will give one more example about offering up. In 1989, no one helped me because all the volunteers who had received a lot of graces were deceived by a false prophet and had left me alone. So, while I was in the midst of severe pains, without any helper staying in the attic, I discharged my urine and feces into
a large plastic basket (*due to her immobility and the attic was small and low without bathroom), and for 3 days, I couldn’t eat any food nor drink water.
One week later, at 5 am, I tried to urinate, but slumped down helplessly on the basket. The basket filled with urine and feces overflowed and spilled all over the room. I struggled, and crawled downstairs to empty the container, Through the 2 sections of the steps, I fell upside down with the container.
The night spoils also splattered onto the ceiling, even to the cupboard and the dishes, including the kitchen wall. Can you imagine how terrible the stench was as the spilled bucket contained one week of feces. The impact of my fall made me semiconscious. But I could not leave the mess unattended.
‘Oh, my Jesus, You love me so much that You grant me this great love. Now I am struggling in the middle of this smelly mess. Oh Jesus, please save all Your children in the world through my pains, and all the clergy as well.’
I tried to stand up but unable to because of those slippery messes. I slipped over in one or the other side each time I tried getting up. So I was still lying helplessly there and prayed, ”Oh Jesus, Thanks for granting me this pain as you love me so much.” I struggled there for 2 hours.
My mother opened the kitchen door exclaiming, “Oh my Goodness! What is this bad odor?” She went out and came back again soon saying “Oh dear, what on earth is happening?” I prayed, “Oh, Jesus, please give me a little strength because I have to clean up all these messes! Then I began to move. And to my surprise, I could
move and stand up slowly. By falling upside down before that, my consciousness was blurred. But now I became able to move and work.
I offered up prayer of life. How joyful I was while offering up the prayers (while she was cleaning the kitchen), Dear pilgrims, how great it was! Jesus gave that love. If you can gain something by saying,” Oops! What did Jesus do to me with such a bad accident?” You just do it with resentment. The more resentment
we have, worse things will come to you.
(Dear pilgrims!) When an incident occurs inevitably, that may have caused you pain, it is better to offer it graciously by saying, (As I did like this)”Oh thank You, Lord!, As you enable me to offer up many prayers of life by granting me such pains. Thank You so much.
(Go back to the story of falling down from the attic)
While wiping dirt away with a dishcloth, I prayed. And then I continued to pray while washing the dirty dishcloth. To clean up the ceiling standing on the chair, prayed also; and by moving the chair around until the whole part of ceiling was clean, kept praying. Wipe again and again with praying. How joyful I was with that
prayerful method of work!
Thinking, “Ah, He granted me His great love”, each time I wiped away the mess, it became a prayer. Normally I don’t care what result would ensue. I just believe HE would do all. Even though I don’t care about result (from my prayer or action for love), Frequently Jesus showed me the result.
After I finished mopping, then I washed again and again the mops and then boiled all the dirty dishcloths and mops in boiling water and detergent. Then again I wiped the walls and dishes, and everything in between, and then repeat the cleaning process with boiling water. I repeated this over again and again. After all, the
bad odor disappeared and fragrance of rose took over spreading in the kitchen.
When I finished my tasks, it was 3:00pm in the afternoon. I did my work without eating for 10 hours.
“ Wow~~ Lord, You poured out Your love over me like this.!!!
I saw Jesus was so pleased with me. He asked,” Are you that happy receiving the pains?
“Of course! I am nothing without you. You bring me up his way, but if I lack of anything, please repair me and use me as Your will! “Yes.” He was very pleased.
If you want to know more in detail, please read 《The Way of Love for the Lord》. When you read the conversations, you will find graces. While reading, you should not perceive this as Jesus’ conversation with Julia, but adopt it as though Jesus is conversing personally with you. Then the grace will flow to you exactly
in the same way.
Through not having resentment, but accepting things as my fault, Semchigo and offer up wholly anew, responding with Amen, and, practice the Prayer of Life. How good the Prayer of Life is, because we can pray even though it referred to past events.
I guess you forgot to pray when you were in the restroom, right? Then, you can do now. If you didn’t pray when washing your hands, you can do now. How really good is such prayers. It truly leads us to perfection of virtues that could be earned by practicing a prayer like this.
The Prayer of Life is the sublime prayer that can fill again and again the abyss that wedge between Jesus and us. Let us arm ourselves with the Prayer of Life. Let us arm ourselves with the Five Spiritualities. Let us offer up everything completely for the rest of our lives to become the life of resurrection filled with
joy, love, and peace (Amen!)
The Blessed Mother calls us every day and at every moment like this:
My sons and daughters, come to me
I will help you in this dangerous world
My beloved children, come to me
And your tired and sick body will be healed A~men~
Shall we meditate on the Message from Jesus and the Blessed Mother? (Yes~) Yes!
This is the message of love from Jesus on June 30, 2002.
Put your hands on your chest. Whatever message they give us now again is the message that they give you directly. The grace will be poured onto you if you listen to it as it is and respond with ‘Amen’.
“Oh, all My beloved children in the world! I wish that all of you realize that I, together with My Mother, have given up everything, and not keeping back anything, for your sake, and (wishing) that the whole world be saved by repentance. I am giving boundless blessings to all of you who come seeking for Me and My Mother.”Amen!
This is the Message of love from the Blessed Mother on June 30, 2007:
“All my beloved children in the world! I will always be with you who come seeking for me praying as sinners like Mary Magdalene, and, when you work for my Son Jesus and me, united with each other in love, I will guard and protect you even when you are faced with imminent dangers and unable to do anything about them. and I
will lead you to Heaven on the last day. Therefore, do not indulge in human thoughts but open widely the gates of your hearts instead, and accept everything with Amen like little children, and make strenuous efforts to become humble and little souls." (Amen!)
-Julia Kim’s Healing Prayers -
Now, close your eyes and let us entrust ourselves totally to Our Lord and the Blessed Mother and make a resolution to pull out the nails that we have driven into Him by entrusting ourselves wholly to Our Jesus.
Let us completely make a resolution to wipe away with our admirable lives all the Tears and Tears of Blood of the Blessed Mother, who cannot help but must shed for us, so that She can live in our daily life. By doing so, we are also preparing a place for Jesus, Who will be coming in glory, can reside.
We must not forget that as in childbirth, pain surely comes nearer, and will intensify progressively at each stage. Jesus who wishes to lead us to repentance by washing away our filth and sins, and transfuses His Blood into us is still happening even today at this moment to unclog the blocked parts of our souls.
Please open the door of your hearts and freely receive Jesus allowing Him to transfuse His Precious Blood shed on the Cross even if it is merely one drop into you.
Now, like the Israelites who crossed the Red Sea and entered the fertile land of Canaan after being brought out of slavery in Egypt, and if we leave all evils behind and take on Mary’s Ark of Salvation putting the Message of love into practice, and tear down human walls with stronger and warmer hearts, and love one another
generously, we will enjoy Heaven together in harmonious joy forming with the Saints at every moment, even where it appears that (everything) is hopeless.
All humans are destined to die because of Adam’s sin; but when even the most wicked sinners open the doors of their hearts wide, repent, and approach (the Lord and the Blessed Mother) in compunction as sinners, and seek forgiveness, they will not be questioned about their past but be blessed. They will obtain the Tree of
Eternal Life with thanks to Jesus Christ, and sing the Lord’s glory at the heavenly banquet filled with joy, love and peace. Let us entrust ourselves totally to Our Lord and the Blessed Mother.
Please come Holy Spirit, come upon me Holy Spirit. Our Lord kindly come to me; kindle the fire of love and work the miracle of love. I totally entrust myself to you.
Repent, O my soul, repent, O my soul
Everything inside of me, repent completely
Practice love, O my soul!, Practice love, O my soul!
My whole being in me, love everything
Give thanks, O my soul! Give thanks, O my soul
My whole being, give thanks!
We have not been giving thanks so far. Whereas Jesus poured out His sublime love, immeasurable purest love upon us in Naju, but how thankful are we for that?
Lord! Our newfound gratitude is overflowing endlessly!
Jesus, thank you for granting us another opportunity to this world that is deserving of your punishment.
There are many things that we can't do even if we wish to.
many unfair treatment also! But as we don't know in what way Jesus will build me, let us now, at this moment offer up totally those unfair treatments and slanders. We don't know the plans of Our Lord. As we have been called
according to His plan, let us be united as one and be born anew, longing for the will of Our Lord more and more.(Amen!)
Jesus, please heal all the wounds that we have gotten since we were in mother's womb. Jesus, You can count even one strand of our hair. Jesus, who knows everything about us, please let us know what to discard and reform.
Also please heal us with the Holy Spirit from our top to bottom, without exception of our single cell. Now robe us with the Holy Spirit, the armor of the Holy Spirit, the shoes of the Holy Spirit, and tie the belt of the Holy Spirit, put the double-edged sword of the Holy Spirit into our mouth so that we may become Your instrument
to spread the Message of Love from Our Lord and the Blessed Mother throughout the whole world. Therefore heal not only us, but also our families whom we left at home, and make us be armed with Five Spiritualities in order to go to Heaven.
For the soul who lost the way and wandered, Father please accept me
The inner deep wound, I appeal to you to heal it.
The soul who have been worn out by wounds, I entrust to the Father
My hardened soul, Father please melt it.
Father, with Your Sacred Blood that You shed for me.
Father, with Your Precious Blood that You shed for me.
Please wash away my filth and reform all my bad habits.
Father please wash away my filthy sins.
Reform this sick soul.
When I was feeling sick in conflict and agony,
with Mama's love which embraced my soul,
all past hurts disappeared completely.
I became reborn with the Blessed Mother's love,
The Blessed Mother, with the most sublime, purest love
Put on me the garment of virtue and guide me to Perfection.
The Blessed Mother, let me acquire virtuesand live in Heaven. Amen
