Julia Kim’s Testimony and
Healing Prayer on August 4, 2018
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Was the weather hot during the time when your prayer of ‘the Stations of the Cross” was offered? (No!) Wasn’t it? (No!) Yes, this is because Jesus granted you the infinite blessing today. (Amen!) At around 12 o'clock, I prayed, 'It is the hottest part of the day between 2 o'clock to 3 o'clock. Please put your curtain
under the sunlight for your people who pray together with you to comfort you at the time of your crucifixion on the Cross on the Mt. Calvary of the Blessed Mother in Naju.’ (Amen!)
It's not all. I also asked Jesus for another one. I prayed, ‘Please exempt them from purgatorial penance when they are praying ‘the Stations of the Cross’. Jesus replied to me, " I even love the sinners who have committed the wicked sins. Then, what can I not give to you who pray to me under the hot sun, and my mother,
for the repentance of sinners? I will grant your prayer wish.” (Amen!)
Congratulations, everybody. This is a very important message from Jesus! (Amen!) He gave you a huge blessing. (Amen!) We've committed a lot of sins while that we are not aware of. We tend to see only other’s faults instead of ours in our self-centered mind. We only notice other people's wrongdoings. We do not perceive the
wooden beam in our own eye. We see the splinter in our brother’s eye. It is human. So, we don't even know what we've done wrong.
How are people out there living? It has become more evil than the days of Sodom and Gomorrah, the floods of Noah, the times of the Tower of Babel. Materialistic greed has spread all over the world and people offend God in the midst of this self-created pandemonium that God can no longer overlook anymore. You see everything
through the Internet. That's why crime is becoming more prevalent than before.
In the flood of Noah, in the days of the Babel Tower, in the days of Sodom and Gomorrah, there was no computer available at that time. That's why we didn't know who was guilty. But now, the guilty ones are the sinners, including the innocent ones when they publicly post each other’s sins online. So, people are just getting
sick. (spiritually). Materialistic civilization developed in tandem with sophistication, turning the world into devastation. So, God has no choice but to punish the world for its sins.
But God refrain from punishing the world now because of you who are the little souls, who gather here and pray. So, to everyone who is present here today, you deserve the pride for being blessed and happy. (Amen!) We are very happy children, because we are loved by Jesus and the Blessed Mother, who appeared and are present
in Naju. (Amen!) So, all you have to do is to look forward, and do not look back from now on. Of course, you also shouldn't cast any side-glances, too.
As you complain and resent small things like headaches, bruises, and abrasions, demons will try to trap you in many ways. They are stabbing people here and everywhere else, and this also fools people who will be affected by the tricks of demons. People should consider, "Oh, this is by the devil!" But people judge,
hate others and backtalk about him to the other person without thinking it was the devil. It became a big sin when we repeatedly gossip to people about the other person.
It's a crime to judge people yourself, but when you talk about them to other people, again, you give people the preconceived notions and even lead those people into sinning. Now, let’s watch our mouth. (Amen!) If you have driven a wedge between people by gossiping about other people, let’s repent and restart ourselves.
Jesus exempts you from purgatorial penance today, so you can start over again today. (Amen!)
In the night when the Blessed Mother lost Jesus while praying during that long night, she said to us, "Let's pray together." You replied to her request with ‘Amen’. I see a lot of people are going abroad. But you didn't go for your summer holidays, instead, you came here despite the hot weather. Suffering from
persecution, you still choose to come here. It is hard, but you come here armed with the Five Spiritualities. (Amen!)
So, Jesus will fill us with happiness that you do not receive in the world. (Amen!) You can't see it now because it's invisible to you, but if you believe that Jesus is definitely filling it up, it will. (Amen!) I always brush my teeth before going to bed, and when I get up in the morning, I brush my teeth again. When I
brush my teeth at dawn today, I noticed that the toothbrush turned black.
I keep praying from midnight. And when I pray, I say, " "Jesus, people really hate and judge others badly, It is more severe these days …"…"
People have to soften their words more, but if somebody said, "Oh, my sister! Don't do that!" Then she thinks, 'Oh, why are you saying it that way? What's wrong? Oh... I'm hurt.' Then, she speaks ill of her to others, and so on. Such things happen frequently. So, I pray to Jesus, “Such a small tongue is committing
so many crimes, and it makes countless people commit sins and tear communities into pieces. Please, Jesus, bless our tongues ...”
I brush my teeth and scrape my tongue, and do a few dry-retches. If I scrape my tongue in doing ‘Prayer of Life’, I sometimes put the scrape too deeply into my mouth. Then, "Aargh!" Then, Then, I pray for taking out all the bad things in us. (Amen!) Whenever "Aargh" that comes out of my mouth, I keep
praying like this. My Goodness, the toothbrush is turning black. If the toothbrush is so black, the bubble should be black, too. But it’s not, it's white. I always brush teeth even if I eat nothing. I also use the interdental brush.
As I have to do ‘the Prayer of Life’, I can't miss one corner. That's why I brush every corner thoroughly. Oh my! The interdental brush also turns black. So, I thought, ‘Today, God will bless the tongues of pilgrims!’ (Amen!) I believe it! (Amen!) Even though God loves us so much, if we cannot accept his love, God who
give to us our ‘Free Will’ cannot do more. How can we make our tongue holy? It is by letting Jesus and the Blessed Mother made known to people. And, Praise. (Amen!)
From now on, let’s stop gossiping and judging other people other people. Let's stop it! Amen! (Amen!) Jesus said he would do what he promised. (His Absolution) So let’s stick to Jesus. Let’s stick to Jesus. You have to stick to him. When you give something to your children, you give more to the child who whines to you,
don’t you? So, we should ask. We cannot go to heaven only by calling "Jesus! Jesus! Jesus!" We can go to heaven when we pray, ‘I will do as you wish! I can’t do this on my own!’ Ask. Ask Jesus whenever you can't do it on your own (Amen!)
I meditate often these days. Since I was very young, I’ve underwent many situations in life like, ‘Oh, it’s really extraordinary, it will not happen between people.’
From the moment I was married, mother-in-law, said to me frequently, "Pay me back the marriage debt that you owe me,” and came to take our money that we didn't even had enough money for food. But I’ve never thought, Why is she so harsh to me?
Indeed, we need to offer up graciously our difficulties trying not to be distracted by small matters. (*return to her story) I could not afford any food because I was out of money after she had taken all.
I couldn't give birth to a baby because the water bag burst before the baby’s due date. I was so exhausted that I fell down and lay down. I couldn't eat even though my mother gave me food. I ate only three tomatoes for a week. I was so exhausted that I could not push to give birth to a baby. My water bag burst and prolonged
for quite a while. That's simply impossible! Because under such a conditions, both mother and child would most likely die. So how could a baby survive in such condition? But, Despite everything, Thankfully, baby was out. (I and my baby survived!)
My mother was a person with a good pair of nimble hands and she was famous not only within the neighborhood but widespread around the region too so much so that she received a lot of babies in her hands. Even though she was such a woman of fame, my mother thought that I would die. It was at 12:15 p.m. My husband was waiting
outside the room and I was alone with my mother. But seeing that I was dying, my mother said, "Kim, come in!" But I didn't want him to witness what I was going through and so I said, "No! No!" My mother was crying and said, "Ah, my daughter is dying!" But no matter how, I managed to give birth to a baby.
My mother cooked seaweed soup (*Sea-weed soup is traditionally a must-have for mothers after giving birth) for me. My husband loves seaweed soup. Nowadays, seaweed is easily available, , unlike in old days when seaweed was in short supply. When my mother prepared the seaweed soup, I knew Julio Kim liked it very much and
I gave it to Julio and said, "I already ate it. I don't want it anymore. You eat." I did that because I could not afford to buy enough food because my mother-in-law kept taking money from me often. So, I couldn't eat seaweed soup or rice sufficiently. I lived in such a hard life. We even lived for 6 months with a meager half-mal (approximately 5 kg) of rice.
I was so malnourished. But I was not weakened by it. I remained strong. But I developed a lot of freckles under my eyes. "Oh, what could I do?” I said to myself. Suddenly I felt like applying toothpaste on my freckles. I went ahead to apply toothpaste under my eyes. I wasn't taught by anyone using this method,
but When I got up in the morning after, the dried toothpaste fell off with black freckles like a face-pack.
I always wanted to share good things with others. So I gave my advice to the people with freckles. "When I applied toothpaste, it fell off completely." But, other people who listened to my advice said, "Oh! I was scared to death when I applied toothpaste on my face!!!” They said that their eyes got so irritated
when they did so. It just didn’t work at all to them. I tell this not in order to boast myself, it is because God told me to let others know about my life. Even though how much discomfort I went through, I only sacrificed myself for other’s peace. For this, For this, God has always helped me (Amen!) (Amen!)
Please listen carefully to this. So Let us not complain of all difficulties, but accept them with the love of the Lord, your heart will be filled with the joy of the Blessed Mother. We should be happy. But many times, people lose happiness or Devil takes it away from them. I do not mean to indicate you who are here, but
others in the secular world. Yes! Secular world!!! That’s why it is inevitable that this world deserve to be turned into a fire-bath and a sea of water.
This morning, I could barely remain conscious due to severe headache. So, I believe, "Oh, I'm sure many of the pilgrims with similar headache will be healed today." (Amen!) I sat down on a chair with feeling like vomiting. Even when someone touched me gently, I became severely dizzy. It was really hard for me these
days. There was something I shouldn't have missed until a little later today. I could barely remain conscious, but I prayed, "Today, heal all the distraught of the pilgrims." (Amen)
But we have to be really aware of the fact that countless people who are going to go to hell through abortion, negative judgment over others, bound by their tongues. Purgatory is rather quiet unlike the road to hell is full. I'm very hopeful for all of you here. (Amen!) We can start now. (Amen!) even If you've done something
wrong, you can start now. (Amen!) So, as I said before, we really have to control our tongue in talking.
If you don’t do so and make others commit sins by our sins of tongue, so I have told you many times before about multilevel principle (pyramid selling). The secular multilevel selling’s objective is to make money, but the spiritual multilevel principle is to either go to heaven, or to hell together. Telling the Blessed
Mother and the Lord to others is for spiritual pyramid aiming for Heaven. If you continue to say bad things to others, then you are to make them to commit same sins as well and to lead them to hell with sins. So, I hope you keep it in mind more this time. We really need to be vigilant and sober.
The demon continues to torment us, in many ways through people, to make them go to hell. You should say, "Oh, the devil tried to knock me down by using that person." And you should recognize it quickly when someone claim and ask you. You can say, "Yes, I will." And, you should not keep complaining, "Oh,
really! He's always making a fuss about me, I am scared.” But these days, many people say they are scared of people. It’s not good to be scared by people. But sometimes I'm also scared of some of people. Although it's scary, I offer it up quickly.
I've experienced to be betrayed in many ways, by those people whom I saved from their dying, sickness, all kinds of unhappiness such as the poor, those abandoned by divorce, etc... When I had been pulling them out of their difficulties most of them betrayed me. I did not think, ‘How could they betray me despite all my good
deeds to them?, but (I thought), ‘Ah, ‘How much God loves me that he makes me walks only to see God; he cuts off my personal(human) love.' If you think this way, you will have no one to loathe about.
In my old days, I was really fed up with men (male). I went through many hardship for the presence of men. It drove me crazy that not only unmarried men like me but also my looks attracted married ones as well. Every time I get a job after learning hair dressing, I had to quit my job many times because of men.
The owners never let me go, saying “It's been a long time that I had a professional hairdresser like you, Oh, miss Yoon. Oh, my lady.” She even gave me side dishes that she didn't serve to her husband.”
As the owner does not want me quit, I still quit the hair salon without notice to avoid those men who made a pass at me. I mean, I don't get paid my final month salary because men began to bother me before I could complete the full month. So I left the salon thinking, ‘I can’t work here any more!’ When I was in
a hair salon, the husband of the owner was a public servant, and on one occasion when he chanced on seeing my diary, he liked my writing and said, “Ah, Miss Yoon, you are not the right person to do hairdressing. I will recommend you to the prosecutor’s office to be an administrator that you are better suited.” In retrospect, it was all like this. Actually I was not enough qualified for the position.
I think that's what God has led me to. So, I decided to work for the administrator position. The prosecutor even preferred me than the other candidate who was from a graduate school and was his relative as well. He had differences with his wife over his preference but he still adamantly wanted me for that position. Then,
the prosecutor was assigned to the Supreme Public Prosecutors' Office. He said to me, "Go with me." I wanted to follow him although I was not educated enough, but I thought I could work for that.
I was not forced to occupy that position, I didn’t get that position by bribery.
It is he, the prosecutor who selected me for the position instead of the candidate who was from a graduate school. But, my mother’s relatives were saying to my mother, “You should not allow her to work in Seoul. Her life will be messed up living in Seoul.” So, I thought, ‘Ah, yes. No way.’ And finally I did not go for
the job. I practiced again “Semchigo” thinking I already got the position in Seoul. Likewise, as I led a life of Semchigo even when I did not know God, I did not hate anyone in any case.
And my mother said, "You should stop working and get ready to marry at home. Learn household chores." I said, "I will do so, Mom." I could get more chance to save money at home by doing hairdressing in private in the village. One day, I went to the material store. There, one of my seniors
said, "Oh, Yoon, Yoon... I am in difficulties. Come and help me in my salon." I said, "No, I'm not going. I will never get a job anymore. I will not work at the hair salon" I’ve made the preemptive announcement.
"Never man will be there." "We don’t have man customer in our hair salon." And "You will be paid with high salary"
I fell for that temptation. So, I went there and I've been there for six and a half months but I didn't get any salary. Not only that, but I went to villages on my off days which I got twice a month and did 20 perms there. I even paid the bus fare with my own money and gave all of the money I earned from the private hairdo
service to the owner of the beauty salon.
If I go to my friend's house, I would never stay alone in their room to avoid false charge of robbery. I had lived that way in the hair shop.
One day, a man who was trying to pair us, Julio(Julia’s husband) and I took somebody to introduce a man to me. He recommended, “Let him be your brother." So, I said, "I don't need a brother." But, nevertheless, he took us out like this. He was a super-rich man. He was an entrepreneur in Gwangju, and his
father was also a president of multiple companies in Japan. They had donated a lot of money everywhere. He was introduced to me. Oh, but unfortunately he was married man.
I was moving here and there in Gwangju, trying to avoid the introduced man but he always found me. I continued to move to new hair salons and he kept coming to me wherever I ran away. So, I finally I ran to my house in country side. I thought he could not find out my house. But one day, my cousin said, "Sister! Sister!
Someone's here." I thought, "Oh, any one here to get a hair cut?" I went out to see. It was he. I was shocked and was about to fall back. The man said, "I'm going to divorce. Let's get married." Despite continuous running away from him…..
I thought, "Ah, I have to run away from here, out of Jeolla Province.” He had said previously, "Miss, Yoon. You are perfect! You should be in the national beauty pageant. I will pay all for that. I will take you to Japan as well." I just rejected and didn't accept anything from him. So, I ran away because
I was suffering so much, but now that he even came to my home. I thought, “It is so painful that I have to leave this province. Then he won’t be able to find me anymore.'
That's why I abhor men. But no, it's not disgusting now. Don't worry. So, I went to a beauty-material shop. "Send me to other Province, please." In those days, the shop was one that arranges and recommends staff to each hair salon in need. But they couldn’t arrange the job for me because they only deal within
Jeolla Province. I asked, "Then where should I go to look for opportunities? They said that I have to visit the material shop in that Province. So, I was disappointed and while walking on the way, I found an employment agency. I visited there and inquired, "Oh, can you introduce me to a hair salon in other Provinces?"
They said, "Of course, we can." "Then, please find one for me far away from here," I said. They told me to come again a few days later and I did so. I was sent to somewhere by boat and I was ushered to a huge room and I left alone. I thought, ‘Wow, it’s nice to be in a good place.’ But, a guy came
in after a little while. Fortunately, I protected myself from him. He couldn’t do anything to me until the ship arrived the island. That's how it went. The owner of the beauty salon of the island showed me around the island and served good food. I thought, “How can they be so nice. This hair salon must be very nice, too.
They had been showing me around for a few days and feeding me, and then they were going to the hair salon. When I went there, I found it was unlike beauty salon. So, I cried, "No, I can't work here." It was a very strange place.
As I always wore a skirt until I was married, men customer touched me, here while I was doing hairdo. "Ugh!" I beat his hand. Then the owner came and beat my head. So, I bought two pairs of pants right away. It had been over a month and I didn't get any money. So, I told the owner, "Sorry but, I have to send
money home."
And she said, "Hey, bitch! How much money we've spent on you!” "What?" I realized that it had accumulated all those expenses and treated them as my debt and they had tied me up in that way. So, I had to work hard even without writing a letter home. One day, the owner was arguing with customer saying, “A
Bitch from Jeolla-do do to a bitch from Kyoungsang-do … “I did not know what exactly they were arguing with each other. Then fought with each other, pulling each other’s hair. It was a mess.
Then the customer said, "Yoon, go. Go quickly." So, I got on the bus. Suddenly a taxi was blocking in front of the bus. Then the owner came up on the bus and said, "Hey! You, thief!" She kicked me and dragged me down from the bus. That's when three men beat me with wooden rods. Even when I was assaulted,
I said to myself, "Let me think I am loved now." I was bleeding and bruised, and it was very messy. Then I came back and had to work again in the hair salon.
Overcoming all those situations, "Let's say I was loved by them." Everything I've been undergoing, that's how the Lord prepared for me. Finally, I could get out of the salon. Someone helped me to work in another salon. Wow! They treated me so good there. I could eat anything I want. There are two beauty salons
in the town, and many people are coming to our salon. So, the other salon was resentful over ours. One day, someone from the salon called me and wanted me to meet me at their hair salon. They said, "Get in the room," and then suddenly the door was locked from the outside.
I was startled and saw someone like Kim Il, the famous Korean wrestler. The man who I thought was really creepy was with me in the room. When I attempted to get out of the room by kicking the door, I got caught by him and fell down. Seeing his face approached to my face, I bit his lips hard and blood trickled down from his
jaws. The man just fell. You know I was also strong. I kicked and broke the door down without any trouble.
It was a deliberate set up by a rival’s hair salon to get me down. When I got out, the salon was full of men and women. I walked out in a dignified manner. The Lord kept me safe. How could I ever handle a man like wrestler who was so strong? But I just bit him with all my might and he fell down. After that, there was another
man who was highly ranked in the police. He called me, "Ms Yoon, Would you like to go out with me?" At that moment, I was cleaning up and there was a bucket of water. I immediately poured the bucket water on his uniform. He just walked away.
Now that I think about it, I would have died several times. But the Lord always kept me safe. If we really have the will, we can do it! You can do it! Let's keep watch over yourselves and win the kingdom of heaven no matter what the devil does against us! Amen!
Dear pilgrims!, there must have been many painful things going on in your life. Don't just think of this as 'The Lord gives me only pain.' There are people in the world who have no arms, no feet, no kidneys, or have defective hearts or lungs. But we have two hands, two feet, two eyes and two nostrils. We have mouths, teeth.
We have to thank ourselves for the present situation given to us. (Amen!)
God has called us in love personally. How was Emperor Nero in Rome long ago? Emperor Nero, whose house had a-mile-long hallway that was gigantic. When people passed by, the perfume dispenser on the ceiling gave off perfume. The wall was decorated with ivories and porcelain, and there were no clothes worn more than once.
He wore silver shoes on his mule. You can imagine how easily the silver wore out when the mule walked by. They must have changed the silver every time it became worn out.
Fishing needles were also made of gold. For fishing needles, how big should it be to use for fishing? The golden crown was so big and luxurious. During his reign, Peter and Paul were persecuted. When the fire broke out in Rome, he put it all among the Catholic believers. If you see a person like him, ordinary people in the
secular world might envy him. Sisters and Brothers, the way to heaven is a narrow path. But he went on such a luxurious path.
But he was not satisfied with everything he had. He killed his half-brother, his own mother, and his wife. And, he still was not satisfied. Why? He didn't know God. There were countless people who have called, "God! God!" But not all people who call ‘Lord! Lord!’ will go to heaven. This emperor, however, committed
suicide because he was not satisfied and could not find out true happiness. So where did he go? He went down the road to destruction. But we're on a narrow road.
This age now, parents kill their children and children likewise kill their parents. There is countless number of murders. But we are now praying in this holy place where the Lord and the Blessed Mother appeared and are present. You are the blessed ones! (Amen!) It may look faint now, but you can enjoy eternal life! (Amen!)
Let's offer everything graciously! If we do so, and step forward toward the Lord, he will grant everything to us. (Amen!)
He(the Lord) did good things to me since I was in childhood, it is because , I don’t intend to boast myself, I did good to others; even I became really uncomfortable I worked so hard diligently with all my heart (for them) to the point that my hands burst and bleeding. There aren't many jobs that I haven't tried. For farming,
I even did all the stuff of ploughing with cows. And I cooked food while doing a lot of self-research. In my early marriage life, Julio(her husband) said that his fellow workers had better taste in a restaurant than at their home, but he had a better taste at home and couldn’t eat well out. Even though I was so sick, I did all what I have to do.
So, you might think, ‘Only mama Julia can do that!' but do not think so. I'm just a plain person like you. Rather, I am less worthy person than you. All I can tell you is only what I’ve done; I just lived only wishing other’s peace prior to my welfare. When you do that, the Lord surely does it for you. (Amen!)
God granted a lot of things in my life. After the Lord saved me from the terminal cancer in August 1980, I started a hair salon with borrowed money. But I paid off that debt within a year and bought lands, one with the area of 400 pyeong and the other 430 pyeong. On that land, my mother planted all the vegetables such
as pepperoni. Then, she spread the red pepper on the rooftop for drying.
But the owner of the house said, "It's hot, so I have to spray water on the rooftop to cool down the house." So, my mother had to go up to the second floor through the staircase. There's another roof like this. She also had pepper on a slate roof. When I did the hair for customer, there was a big collapsing sound.
We were surprised by the loud noise, but we continued our work. I didn’t care it and just kept doing hairdo in my salon. Then the girl in the neighborhood rushed in and said, "Your mom fell off the rooftop and she could not open her eyes. What are you doing now? She might die"
So, I threw away the scissors, and I just rushed out. She was already in a coma. There was no emergency call such as 119 in the old days. my waist is about 23 inches. I was looking weak, but I was strong that I could run to the hospital with my mom on my back. The hospital couldn't guarantee a cure. They said we have to
wait 24 hours and see if she survives or not. She was even without a respirator at that time. I was just praying.
I prayed, 'Mom, you can't leave me now. Lord, my poor mom has gone through so much trouble. Please save my mom. Save her, please. I believe in you.' At that moment, my mother opened her eyes. She signaled that she is all right now. She rose up a little later. "Let's go. I’m OK. Let's go," she said. Jesus told
me, "I’ve heard and granted for your earnest prayer. Without your earnest prayer, she would not have survived." I asked, "Was it so dangerous?" "Go and see, how dangerous it was," replied The Lord..
So, I gave thanks to the Lord and brought my mother home. She fell off from the rooftop of the 2nd floor and hit her head on the hard floor. It was a deadly accident that led to her coma. As Jesus told me, "Go and see, how dangerous it was." I walked to the site and saw, on the 2nd floor, there were lots of housing
material and wooden pillars with the steel pegs all over. She must have fallen first on that debris on the 2nd floor, and then fell off to the hard ground once again backwards.
So, she fell off from the 3rd floor to the hard ground in 2 steps. It was really scary and deadly. When I saw her again, she was looking completely normal, without any scar or wounds by the pegs. So, we totally count on the Lord without bearing any grudges with others. You know, the owner of the house has gone too far, she
should not have asked too much of the tenant. She asked the tenant to remove pepperoni only to cool down the house by spraying water on it. We could have felt resentful, but I offered it graciously without grudges.
So, we shouldn't blame anyone. Do not think like this, 'Why you are like that, though I am like this!’ So, if we are armed ourselves with the Five Spiritualities - if we suppose everything as my fault, suppose I already have got something (Semchigo) and offer everything graciously to God - for the rest of our lives, we
will surely enjoy eternal happiness in heaven on the last day. Let us work together for the glory of the Lord and of the Blessed Mother. Let’s follow the Lord resolutely no matter what the people of the world say.
During my life, there have been people who seemed to be prophets wanted to hold hands with me, but I have never worked together with those who go for false prophecy. If I had held those people's hands, a great church would have already been built here. But I turned down all of them (false prophets) including one who even
wants to offer a bank to me. I even turned down their donation-offer of a huge sum of money.
Concerning money, as I said before, I had made a lot of money and had paid my entire bank loan for a hair shop within a year, and I also bought large lands. I won the gold prize in a beauty contest so that guests were waiting in line for their turn to have their haircut. Sometimes they were willing to wait for 4 hours for
a haircut. But I stopped it decisively. However, the newspaper of Gwangju-Archdiocese reported that I did it alone in a small shop at the alley.
That's all right. I can suppose that they have loved me with Semchigo. (Amen!) And they have done it with a certain intention. How pitiful they were! Let's pray for the Bishop of Daegu Archdiocese, and for those who interfere with Naju. Jesus raised me from death even before I was baptized, and he guided me wherever I went.
I've followed that path. So, if it is not the right path, I will not go there no matter how much money they offer.
I will not go that way even though they put a knife at my throat. When they threaten me that I could be in the prison, I thought, 'That's great. If I go to prison and die, the Blessed Mother in Naju will be approved by the Church.' How I was happy to think that. Cheer up, everyone!
Our Blessed Mother could be approved if the process proceed in other country, not in Korea! It could have got approval in the Philippines. Actually, it's okay for me that I get hardship from the Gwangju-Archdiocese, but it was too hard for me to bear that they blasphemes the Lord and the Blessed Mother.
So, I thought once about leaving Naju. I didn't even tell this to my husband, Julio. As a matter of fact, I even went to see the land in the Philippines. If we had gone then, our cardinal If we had gone then, our cardinal Sin would have approved the Blessed Mother of Naju. Cardinal Sin was one of the greatest Cardinals in
the world. Some people offered to donate their land. But I stopped it decisively. I had planned it because I thought the whole world could be saved by the approval of the Blessed Mother of Naju.
And, Archbishop Danilak in Canada was very upset with the Gwangju Archdiocese because it spreads malicious rumors without knowing anything and without investigating the facts in details. He said, "Come to Canada, I will approve it." But, after I saw the land in the Philippines, I prayed, ‘Jesus, I'll take the
tough path.’ And I didn't go there. If I had deserted this place, I could have gone to a place with a huge area. But I chose this tough path in Naju.
It hurts me that the Church did not grant the approval that will lead to the redemption of the whole world. I want the people all over the world to be saved, if not, I wanted to lead the last one of them to heaven. But now God is picking up good grains among all the grains. You are the best grains among the good grains.
So, I refused all the suggestions if it weren’t authentic Catholic teaching no matter how good the conditions really were.
And, I met a lot of priests, too. There were a lot of priests who stepped forward promising that they would do it as my spiritual directors. It was not because of my arrogance that I didn't accept them but because I had seen errors among the priests. I am the one who follow the legitimate path. So, you also have chosen the
journey of hardship with me. That's the shortcut to heaven. (Amen!) So, for you, I will offer my life. I will offer my life for the sake of the Lord and the Blessed Mother, and also for you. (Amen!)
By all means! You know that our way is to go to the place of legitimacy. That's why you follow the Lord and the Blessed Mother who appeared and have been living in Naju. The Lord and the Blessed Mother have shown you the miracles of love during the last 33 years, the sublimest and purest love that shows us the mystery of
wonderful love that is immeasurable.
So please be delightful, no matter what they say. And pray for them poor misled people. How pitiable they are! Let us all hold the hands of the Lord and the Blessed Mother. Let’s pray, make sacrifices and lead a consecrated life, so that we may all be armed with the Five Spiritualities and have eternal happiness in heaven
on the last day. Thank you.
Let’s meditate on the messages of love from Jesus and the Blessed Mother. You, having your hands on your chest, can listen and accept the messages of love from our Lord and the Blessed Mother specially given to you.
This is the message of love from Jesus on August 2, 2002
"My little souls! Turning your life into prayers with all your heart and with love is a weapon of love, humility, and virtues that can repel any devil. It is also a shortcut to quickly acquiring virtues and advancing toward perfection." (Amen!) Amen! (Amen!)
This is the message of love from the Blessed Mother on August 4, 2007
"My dear children who answer my call with Amen and pray together!
Since you are praying for the repentance of sinners according to my son Jesus and my desire, how can I not love you? When you work displaying the power of love more zealously and offering up your loyalty more heroically, I will always help you and comfort you by your side and become not only your heavenly crown on the last
day but also a floral crown for you while you are living in this world.” (Amen!)
Let's hope the message of love from the Lord and the Blessed Mother will be realized for all of you today. (Amen!)
Let's hope that what Jesus said before will be realized for your family as well. There are people who can't come here today even if they really want to, and there are countless members of the prayer group from overseas. Even to those members, I hope they will receive all the blessings you have received today. Amen! I hope
all your prayer to be realized. (Amen!)
Now, close your eyes and let it go at this moment, and let's send out to those whom we have never forgiven, those whom we have distressed, all the things that we have done wrong, all the bad friends in us. How many devils of division attack us! No matter how much it tortures us, we must quickly wake up and realize that it
is the devil that tries to divide us. If not, we lose joy and happiness.
Happiness is not far away. Don't try to find it in the distance. Happiness has to be grown by us. We have to make it. Now, Jesus is about to bring us grace like a waterfall. Make for yourself a beautiful bowl. If the bowl is small, it will be filled in a small bowl; if it is big, it will be in a large bowl. If you have a
small bowl, it will overflow. If you have a large bowl, I pray that you will receive such bountiful blessings that you even can’t take all with you. Let us embrace the love of the Lord, confessing that we are sinners like Mary Magdalena who wet the feet of Jesus with tears of repentance and washed His feet with her hair.
Instead of blaming ourselves, let’s pray, 'Oh, I can do it! I can step forward to Jesus! I can be armed with ‘the Five Spiritualities!’. Though I am imperfect, let me step forward to Jesus.’ And let’s come close to and hug Jesus and the Blessed Mother's arms today. (Amen!) So, let us confess our sins and meet the Lord
as sinners so that we root out all our evil. (Amen!)
Jesus, by confessing that we are sinners, we want to meet you today. For when Jesus came down to earth, he did not come to call the righteous, but sinners. Jesus, be truly with us who confess that we are sinners, set the fire of love and perform the miracle of love for us.
And, heal all our wounds. (Amen!) We have too many wounds. The wound hurts our neighbors. I want you to heal all those wounds today. (Amen!) And, heal the wounds I have given to my neighbors, and heal the wounds I have received from my neighbors. So, grant the grace to be united with one another. (Amen!)
The sinner who wanders in agony
was called by Jesus and the Blessed Mother.
By calling it as ‘it’s my fault’ and coming up to Jesus in ‘Amen’,
Practicing ‘turning my life into prayer’, I will ‘offer up’ everything with Semchigo.
I didn't know that I was guilty and I am a sinner.
But now, in the spirituality of accepting everything as ‘my fault’,
I will practice ‘the Five Spiritualities’ of the Lord and the Blessed Mother.
‘Offering up’ by ‘turning our lives into prayers’ Let’s live a life of ‘Amen’
All my heavy sins and all the wounds are now healed.
Our Lord’s Precious Blood and the Tears of Blood
of the Blessed Mother saved me. I will convert myself by ‘offering up’,
‘turning my life into prayer’, the life of ‘Amen’, ‘Semchigo’ and ‘It’s my fault’.
