- Excerpts from Julia's testimony during the vigil -   

(March 28th,2013)

Going to heaven, or to hell depends on whom we follow

Praise be Jesus ! , Praise be the Blessed Mother !

Today is day for the priests. On that day, Jesus performed Pascal Mystery of the Last Supper. The Blessed Mother said " The priests, whom I love so much I can put them in my eyes without feeling any pain."

Now, let us all pray for the priests, who are the most beloved priests of the Blessed Mother so that, they will be embraced in the bosom of the Lord and the Blessed Mother.

The Blessed Mother said on the Holy Thursday ,April 8th,1993."

" What is the Last Supper? It is a feast of love and sharing. In order to give the totality of my love, which is so high, deep and wide, to my beloved Pope, Cardinals, Bishops, priests, religious and all my children in the world together with my Son Jesus, I am squeezing all of myself and giving you fragrance and oil. The fragrance and oil that I give to all are gifts from God. They represent my presence, love and friendship for you."

The Blessed Mother, even today, poured down the golden color Fragrant Oil, That is Her Love, Friendship and the Presence of the Blessed Mother to all of you. If you completely believe and entrust in Her, you will receive spiritual and physical healing.  Today, numerous people are heading towards road to hell. Majority of them are going towards ,become judge and speak ill of others with their mouth.

When condemning others and speaking ill of others, maggots are coming out of their mouth and also it causes the contamination to those our neighbors. If we follow those who are continuously judging others and criticizing others without any discernment, we also becomes like those people easily.

We are able to walk on the road of goodness if we follow good people whereas we will walk on the road of bad things are, if we follow bad people.

Also, if we follow the people who are speaking ill of someone to abandon them, we are likely become resembled as those people by being brainwashed from those people.

Finding your own happiness in yourself

The maggots are not burnt, nor killed by stone, but they are melting by love only. It is hard for us to recognize weather it is drizzling, but if we are under drizzling for a long time, we will be wet completely without knowing it.

Even we, who are supposed to know the Lord and the Blessed Mother should not speak ill of others, but instead we should lead them to the right way to melt all the maggots with love that are coming from out of the mouth, caused by criticizing others and speaking ill of others.

I was not able to open my eyes for 10 days. Then, the Blessed Mother said " My eyes are painful. There is no way to stop shedding tears of blood because of all the children of this world are not living well. Do you participate in my pains ? So I responded with " YES  " Mommy ! of course I will. "  I still could not open my eyes but shed tears of blood instead. Because of suddenly I could not see ,I needed someone’s help, I even spilled urine container while I was fumbling.

I was able to know that many of the children in this world are not living well by deeply meditating how Jesus and the Blessed Mother’s Hearts Are so painful because of continuous shedding tears of blood even could not open Their eyes ?

Furthermore, I had asked to accept reparation for the people who commit sin of judgment, after that I was not able to speak for a week. And the Blessed Mother wanted me to do reparation by saying " I could not hear anything in my ears due to hearing an outcry from my children who are not living well." Then I could not hear for 3 days of reparation. As a matter of fact, it was really torturing time.

What was unbearable pains was to see the Sacred Heart being slashed again and again by the children of this world who are not living well than " To be not seeing, hearing and speaking."  Therefore God the Father could not help sending down the Chastisement. However, the Chastisement is being delayed because you little souls who are here now.

As I told you, happiness grows under your feet. If we are not satisfied with our lives and always complaining. It leads us to the way which causes Our Lord much pains that are poked by thorns.

Majority of the people in this world are living like this. Shouldn't we, who are specially called by the Lord and the Blessed Mother console Them by keeping awake and praying ?

I was bedridden in the hospital which was run by Sisters during the Lent in 1989. I could not even move myself alone at the time. One of Sisters who was about 60 years old came to me asking for prayer. My husband said " Julia is now in severe sufferings, even her consciousness is in the state of flickering." But I just touched my hand over her chest with strong faith ,and prayed " I am not able to do anything but Lord ! you can do."  At that moment, I felt much pains in my heart as if being stabbed with sharp knife.

And I spoke softly " Sister, your deep wounds caused by resentment in your heart is now healing." At that very  moment, Smell of cresol, and alcohol are giving off terribly and even in the toilet as if cresol and alcohol were copiously being poured on. Then, Sister started crying by smelling it " As soon as I thought Ah~ The Lord is performing the healing for Sister, suddenly I was also healed and I was able to speak right away.

Amazing power of Turning Our Daily Lives into Prayers

By then, Sister started opening her mouth. That convent established 40 years ago by a few people. There were lots of work to do, even farm work, eventually she was poisoned with agricultural pesticides but she was not able to be treated properly.

After many years, she became the person in charge of the dining hall in the hospital, but she was sick because of 40 years of poisoning, long-term hardship and deep spiritual wounds. So she tortured herself by thinking that why she had to deliver foods for the patient without meaning , until when ? She thought, is it may be more easy life for me outside ? Eventually, she packed her belongings and came to me by thinking " Before quitting here, I just go to Julia Kim for special prayer."

She was surprised while listening to me what I said " The Lord gave you a good share."  To her surprise, I (Julia Kim) knew her work was not easy for her and she was not willingly work to deliver the meals for the patients everyday.  I continued saying " If you live your life by practicing “ The turning your life into prayers."  " Your share given by the Lord will be the best share." One of the best place to pray in our daily lives is in the kitchen I said.

Whatever you preparing any side dishes, You may pray " Jesus and the Blessed Mother be with me " and let these foods transform into precious blood of Jesus from the five wounds and the Sacred blood from the seven wounds, and also the Blessed Mother’s tears and tears of blood, and all those who are eating these foods will be healed of their bodies and souls ,thus living resurrected life.

And also when making side dishes, or while you are mixing with seasonings " As these are becoming one by mixing together , grant us become united as one as the Father ,the Son and the Holy Spirit are One, and all those who will eat these foods will be healed spiritually and physically," over putting more seasonings of our warm hearts and love while praying like this.

Again, when washing the rice, vegetables etc " Lord, I and all the patients, and all those who are eating these foods together, let them completely purify their bodies and souls by taking away our bad habit things." Then how it would be great prayer, I said.

While washing dishes - as you wash each one of the rice bowls, soup bowls and spoons, pray like this, now I am washing unclean bowls, Lord and Blessed Mother taking away all the dirts in our bodies and souls. How this would be great prayer .

Also ,when you bring the meal for Priests, Sisters, and patients, you may pray, " Jesus ! On every steps of my feet, help us not only myself but also all those who are eating these foods will come closer to the direction to heaven and be born with love. Then, aren’t you coming closer to the heaven ?  Upon hearing me, her complexion was blooming.

I added " Whenever taking one step at a time, we are thinking that serving others with the spirit of reparation, and offer up everything while asking for the Lord and the Blessed Mother to be with us by turning our daily lives into prayers with sacrifices ,then how the Lord and the Blessed Mother will be very happy. Furthermore, it would be a good walking exercise for you..

I had talked with Sister more than 3 hours, and she said with weeping " Even lay person living like this, I, who are living as Spouse of Jesus are not thanking but living with complaining.”  I've not been living well , and I feel so ashamed of my past life.

I was able to live newly resurrected life.

I said  " Dear Sister ! Jesus said." Even most wicked sinners, if they are coming back to me with open door of their heart wide, I will bless them without asking your past."

If we respond with Amen from His words and come closer to Him, more blessings will be given to us. Then, she cried a lot and said " Yes, I will make a new start."  The moment that I quit, the Lord arranged the meeting between you and me. This is love of the Lord. she finally pledged.

On that day. she was able to live newly resurrected life by healing of 40 years long agricultural poisoning syndrome, and even her body and soul,

Dear pilgrims, We always give thanks and we need to feel the love. However, all the children, Sisters , even priests who are supposed to know God are not thanks to God because of their souls are arid, instead they are full of complaints and dissatisfaction.

We do not reject to carry the Cross that are given to us by accepting the Message of the Lord and the Blessed Mother Who Came and Present in Naju, then, we will attain the eternal happiness on the last day in the heaven as long as we understand our missions, and live with the spirit of gratitude and work heroically with royalty in our lives destined by the Lord and the Blessed Mother. Amen !!!

Thank you very much.

Julia Kim