The Summary of Julia Kim's testimony on Jan 4, 2014

Praise Jesus! Praise to the Blessed Mother!

Nice to see you all. We are having the first Overnight Prayer Meeting of the year. I hope all of you have a life full of God’s graces this year.

Jesus and the Blessed Mother, who revealed themselves and are always with us here, are temporarily taking ‘days-off’. It’s an act of people with bad intentions, but Jesus and the Blessed Mother, who turn bad things into good things, will reveal their glory through this incident.

On February 3, 1988, the Blessed mother’s Statue moved forward a few steps facing toward the door. On the next day, Mother Mary said to me, “Tell Father Spies, I can go back to my original place on my own. But I prefer to be placed there by the priest. I am not only talking about the original location of the statue, but also about my original place as the mother of the Church.”

I couldn’t deliver the message to Fr. Spies because I was immobile from the severe pains of the Stigmata. So, I asked a volunteer to relay the message to the father. He was so surprised because he realized that the Mother Mary’s Statue moved forward and was in the middle of wondering, “She can go back to the original place on her own, but should I move her back or not?” The Blessed Mother gave him an answer through me.

Despite the severe pains, I stepped up to move the statue back to the original place with Father Spies.  All of a sudden, blood came out of my palm like the Stigmata in the shape of  . Likewise, the Blessed Mother could have warned me if she wanted to in anyway possible when the bad guy took her statue. However, what she really wants was for them to replace her in the original place. Even though we do not have the original statue, Jesus and the Blessed Mother continue to give us precious blood and milk.

Dr. Ricardo investigates Catholic miracles for the Vatican. He knew that I pray the Way of the Cross everyday and came on Jan 5, 2002. Without my awareness, he filmed me and ended up witnessing my participation in Jesus’s pain along the Way.

There is a parable about a sower in Matthew’s Gospel chapter 13 verse 3-9. It says the seeds that fall on a gravel road or thorny bush can’t bear any fruit. Jesus plows the field and sows the seeds, but if we don’t take care of that field, it soon turns into a field of gravel or becomes covered with thorny bush. Therefore, let us be the rich soil, so that we can produce and harvest a hundredfold. Actually, not just hundreds, but let us produce to a thousand-fold or a million-fold.

I’ll give you an example. There was a man suffering with seroperitoneum. He took an ambulance to the Chapel. He couldn’t get to the front, so he had to listen to the Messages of Love by the main door. And he took the message very well. Then, all of a sudden, he had the urge to urinate.

He was able to urinate only small amounts. Since it was raining outside, he peed right outside the door. He ended up peeing for about an hour and his distended abdomen subsided with his seroperitonenum cured.

He was a high school teacher who had to quit his job because of the seroperitoneum from liver cancer and was waiting to die. Since the cancer was completely cured, he promised to attend every Holy Hours and Prayer Meetings. He kept his promise for the first few years. However he failed to manage the graces he received. He cut back on his attendance only to First Saturdays, then he completely stopped coming to Naju.

I was worried about him, so I asked his wife, but all she said was that he wasn’t doing well. She replied that he would come later. But even his wife never showed up after that. 3 years later, I asked someone about him, and she said that he died 3 days ago. We shouldn’t make promises that we can’t keep with Jesus and Mother Mary. But if we do, we have to keep our word.

In 1986, a woman came to the Blessed Mother’s House. She couldn’t move her fingers, and she was drooling all over herself. So I cleaned her, took care of her, and prayed with her. Soon afterwards, she got better and was able to talk, laugh, and even dress herself.

Her father was a devout Buddhist and had been taking her to all kinds of places to cure her but nothing worked. So, Naju was their last resort. After she was completely healed, she also promised to attend every Holy Hours for the rest of her life.

However, one day, she said “Sister! Why don’t you meet everyone? I’m so disappointed.” Then she walked away no matter how much I called her to come back. Two or three years later, she came back with a second attack from her disease with her mother. She apologized sincerely, so I let her stay in Naju and prayed for her. She got better again. As you can see, our Lord is full of mercy.

Even if we had left the Lord, he always forgives and accepts us when we come back to him. She used to say that there is no place like Naju anywhere in the world. After the first declaration from the Gwang-ju archdiocese, however, she stopped coming to Naju. That's why we must take care of the grace we have received from the Lord and the Blessed Mother.

A woman gave us her testimony on her child coming back alive by the Water of Miracle after being dead. I loved the child so much. When he came to Naju, I always embraced and fed him and even mailed the Water of Miracle to their house. One day I heard that his father said the only reason I was being nice to them is so that I could use and take advantage of them. I was heartbroken. Now they stopped coming to Naju as well. Not that something wrong happens to everyone who stops coming to Naju, but because things do still happen to some people, I still pray for them.

A sister was diagnosed with breast cancer. She thought that all she had to do was to get one breast removed and that it wouldn’t be a big deal. During a check up at a major hospital, the doctor discovered tens of thousands of cancerous masses in her body! She thought the sky was collapsing on her. One day, a person who was cured of her spinal bone marrow cancer at Naju brought her to Naju, and she was also completely healed. For God alone it was possible to cure her; how could any doctor possibly treat tens of thousands of masses?

She thought that she had lived a relatively sinless life. But after a pilgrimage to Naju, she realized that she had committed many sins like abortions. She repented of her sins and cried a lot. Tears are really important. Even if we shed tears of deep sorrow or resentment, it is good to flush out what has been accumulating deep in our hearts. She also cried a lot and was healed from tens of thousands of cancerous masses.

However, her family (non-Chatholics) didn’t believe that she was cured at Naju. So she alone made pilgrimages to Naju for awhile. Then, she also stopped coming. But, I didn’t ask why she wasn’t coming here anymore. How thankful are we that the Lord brought a lifeless boy back to life? So I used to hug and feed him and send the Water of Miracle to their house. But after hearing that people think I’m trying to use and take advantage of them, I kept my thoughts to myself.

After some time passed, I saw her during the meeting when I meet pilgrims personally during the overnight prayer. I discovered something hard protruding from her breast. I asked her "what is this?" she said "I got cancer again." The Lord healed of her cancer again, but she didn’t come back. Even if her family didn’t let her, she should have continued to come to Naju because her life is more important. One day, her husband brought her in on a wheelchair and she was reeking with terrible smell. It was possible for God to heal her again, but I guess he didn’t because they never came back after that.

Even though we cannot feel the grace the Lord and the Blessed Mother are giving us, we are already receiving many kinds of graces that we do not recognize. Whenever you offer up prayers and sacrifices during every First Saturday and other anniversaries at Naju, the Tree of Eternal Life bears a lot of fruits and you can fill your heavenly treasure house with treasures.

Brothers and sisters, have faith and pray! We can’t enter the Heaven only by calling the Lord "Lord! My Lord!", but by practicing the words of the Lord and the Blessed Mother in our everyday lives. Saying "Lord ! I healed the sick and said the prophecy” is useless. That’s not the way we can go to Heaven. The Lord and the Blessed Mother are present here with you who are the apple of their eyes. Therefore, enjoy the joy, love and peace!

One brother who came from Jeonju was diagnosed with lymphoma and had an operation in Seoul. But it metastasized to his nose. He continued to take chemotherapy and even his salivary glands were completely dried from it. While preparing for his death, he even bought a video camera to record his final goodbye to his family. One day he heard about Naju, visited here, and repented his sins with tears. After that, he got a checkup at a hospital and discovered that he was completely healed. There is nothing wrong with his body.

Many days later, I met him during Mass at Naju parish church. He said he even bought a 15-seater van so that he can give rides to church-goers instead of driving on his own to church. I was impressed by his heart and prayed over his car. However, after joining a prayer meeting group and he became a proud person.

He was asked to give a testimony on his cure. He became famous and people even approached him because they wanted to touch someone who’s been cured by the Spirit. That's why he became proud. We must reject being proud. We must be far from being proud. Today Let us ask the Lord to clean our hearts from all our prides to its roots.

Because people in the prayer group meeting put him on the pedestal, he started devoting himself there and stopped coming to Naju. A few years later, I heard that he was in the chapel, so I went down to see him. The Chapel was filled with rotten odor. He was diseased again, but he hadn’t come to Naju because he was feeling guilty. He wanted to come for the last time to say his final goodbye to the Blessed Mother. It was touching. It was good for him to stop by despite everything that had happened. He was saved at the last moment.

I used to pray together with a sister from Suwon, who had final-stage uterine cancer and couldn’t even get tested due to continuous hemorrhage. One day, I unconsciously said, “Stop being haughty, and love your husband and family more.” She told me that she supported her husband through his college education, so has been looking down on him. I can’t tell you everything here, but be careful not to misinterpret dreams. A lot of unfortunate things have happened to people because of wrong interpretation of dreams.

There were a lot of cancer patients in the chapel during that time. There was another sister with uterine cancer who was almost healed. One day, the sister from Suwon had a dream of a snake entering the other sister’s womb in her dream. She told her about her own dream and accused her that she had uterine cancer because of her promiscuity. The sister who was almost healed while coming to Naju was shocked and she left at last.

So after I advised her, “From now on, don’t talk about your dream with anyone and misinterpret it”. Suddenly, I received and suffered her pain, then in a restroom, black bloody discharges came out of my uterus. So I told her, “You are totally healed!”, then she responded with “Amen!” At that moment, her hemorrhage stopped. I told this healing incident to the parish priest. The ex-parish priest was very happy when the person he sent with seroperitoneum was healed through my prayer and has asked me to tell him every time when others become healed.

Therefore, I used to report every healing incident. I thought the new parish priest would have the same open-mindedness about it. But when he heard my story about this sister’s healing, he preached me for an hour, saying that there is no cure for the cancer and that the hemorrhage is just restrained temporarily. At that time, numerous staff members of Chosun University Medical Center visited Naju. Among them was a medical technologist, who had established six protestant churches for 30 years then converted to Catholicism after visiting Naju.

I took the sister, who was cured from uterine cancer, to the medical technologist, and we went together to see a gynecologist, who was a protestant. I was outside, but was suddenly called in by the gynecologist, gesturing me to look inside the cervix and said “See this, the cancerous mass totally disappeared!” The lab test confirmed that even all the inflamed sites were clean.

At that time, there was a woman who prevented Naju from its ratification by sending a slandering letter about Father Jang and me to Archbishop Yoon of Gwangju. The woman from Suwon had a dream about the woman who wrote the slandering letter. She was covered in blood, about to die and was brought to me. In the dream, she was completely healed as soon as I touched her once. So, she came to me and said that we should go in person to persuade her. I replied, “Oh, come on. You are the one that’s going to be persuaded by her!” She went to go see her without letting me know, and started hemorrhaging again when she came back.

My old mother and I cooked and took care of her while she stayed in the room upstairs of the chapel. One day my mother brought some meal for her and said, “Oh, my! My back is killing me carrying this meal all the way here.” When she heard this, she was offended and went home. After that, she sent a similar slandering letter to Bishop Kim Nam-su. While Archbishop Yoon believed everything in the letter, Bishop Kim went over the letter with me to check the accusations in it. He asked me, “Someone wrote this letter to me; is the content accurate?” “No, it’s not true.” “Has any of these happened?” “Never,” I replied. As I told him everything about the letter, he answered, “Got it. Thank you.”

Bishop Kim judged the situation after checking up on the facts from both sides, so we shouldn’t judge after hearing only one side of the story. I called the sister who left and asked her to come down because I wanted to save her soul although she committed wrong to the Lord and the Blessed Mother even after becoming healed from an incurable cancer. She said, “Even if I come to Naju, there is no one to take care of me.” I told her that I would.

She was healed by the Lord, but she let the devils take away her graces. I wanted to ask the Lord sincerely and fervently for him to grant her another healing. But she didn’t come and passed away after hemorrhaging for 3 years. Isn’t it unfortunate? We should be thankful of his graces for calling us toward him even if we don’t necessarily get cured from cancer.

I have been sweating buckets recently. I heard that one can diet from sweating excessively. But, I still feel so good because I think God will grant you abundant graces today. I could hardly move yesterday and let alone leave the chapel, but I thought to myself, ‘There’s nothing I can’t do for the Lord and the Blessed Mother’. Then I remembered all of you while climbing the Blessed Mother’s Mountain. Last night, they showed us really special graces.

Until now, the Lord and the Blessed Mother have given a lot of fragrant oil on the Water of Miracle. The phenomena that we witnessed last night seemed like the promise to grant us with new lives. Something round was floating on the surface of the miraculous water and turned into a shape of sperm. It descended very quickly to the bottom of the jar. There was an image of uterus on the side; the sperm moved in circles around it and burst into bigger circles. I’ll show you the footage that we captured later.

Everyone! Receive abundant graces. Even those who have committed the sin of abortion will be redeemed from their sins and healed if they truly repent. We all received new lives today. Let’s cast away all the sadness and agonies from our suffering and hardship from 2013. And let’s open our hearts completely and rush towards the Lord and the Blessed Mother. Let us also arm ourselves with the Messages of Love, an undefeatable weapon, that the Lord and the Blessed Mother gave us. Amen!!!