Dear Father, dear Brothers and Sisters, good morning.
My name is Luke, Kin Lam, I live in China. On this honorable day dedicated to Our Blessed Mother, I would like to share with you some of my experiences and graces received after my visiting in Naju on June of this year.
I never expected to come to Naju because I never heard of this place. When a sister called me one day, asking me to be their interpreter during a pilgrimage to Korea where Our Blessed Mother’s apparition occurred. I immediately said “yes”, because I love Our Blessed Mother who always takes good care of my life and my family.
When I arrived in Naju on June of this year, I found that it was a big ceremony, the 33rd anniversary of the Blessed Mother’s weeping Tears. Then I began to learn about Mama Julia’s life and her mission and its status quo in the church. On the last day in Naju, I was assured that Mama Mary’s apparition in Naju is authentic, because I saw not only the
witness of miracles, but also many conversion to Our Lord, these good fruits can only be produced by a good tree. So I think I should do something to comfort Our Mother Mary who is shedding the Tears of Blood. And obviously the situation is very urgent.
I am very lucky to bring home a book titled ‘the Five Spirituality’ with me, I am so lucky to get such a precious book among so many books. I am sure it is a grace and a blessing for anyone who read this wonderful book. This book touched me very much.
To our surprise, after a few days I was so honored to share the same table with Mama Julia, so I took the advantage to share with her my experience reading the book. And then I was asked if I am willing to translate the book into Chinese.
I even didn’t think for a while of my talent and experiences and knowledge for such a job, I just wanted to do something for Our Blessed Mother Mary, so I agreed to have a try. When I was going on with the translation deeper and further, I found myself fall into a dilemma. Because when I translated word by word, sentence by sentence, my humanity felt
a burden getting heavier and heavier. My humanity just wanted to get rid of it, but my soul loved it instead, just like a man who stays too long in desert is searching for a living water.
Because of the burden in my heart, I had to stop from time to time, the Words in the book became heavy, sometimes a power was piercing into my soul. When I typed a word, I found it difficult just like crawling a step further ahead on the ground carrying a burden, so that I could meditate Jesus carrying HIS Cross climbing the Mountain of Calvary. Then
I felt the Words of the book is operating inside me!
I could feel both the sadness and joy. It is a process of purification of a soul. What a grace! I think. It makes me think of myself only as a big sinner. I thought I had hurt almost everyone around me, the only thing I just wanted to do is just to do a confession!
I realized that this book is not about Mama Julia’s life alone. It is about the Will of God. So if you read the book, you certainly will feel the power of the Words. But it is not easy to understand totally Mama Julia’s life. During the translation, there are a few events that I can not understand. When Mama Julia’s uncle beat her fiercely, she even
thought her uncle loved her. How can a human mind like me understand this? So I questioned it. But as soon as I raised the question, I immediately was enlightened that LOVE can do it. Our Lord did it on Good Friday two thousand years ago, and anyone who live in the Will of God can do it.
So my mind was opened to the knowledge that Mama Julia’s life is the substance of LOVE. By Grace, her will is fully communion with the Will of God and she will only act upon on the Will of God. Her life and soul are so closely bound to God eternally, and this binding can not be broken any more. She can not be corrupted or deteriorated because Love can
not be corrupted.
So that everything too good a virtue to be true in her life is just naturally a flow of LOVE, when Mama Julia said she is not worthy, it is just a simple overflow of the humble spirit from a heart of love without any calculation. So PURE! The flavor around her just an overflow of LOVE, just like the pouring-out Light of Virtues. I am sure that she would
not live for her own glory.
So that I understand that the Five Spiritualities are so important. God the Father told Julia, “Go out to the world and make known the Five Spiritualities more fervently, exemplified by your life, that has been refined in the charcoal brazier of pains, and make known especially the Prayers of Life. That alone is the last weapon with which they can be
saved.” God the Father wants everyone to know and practice the Five Spiritualities!
As I said, Mama Julia’s life is about the WILL of God. I realized that God calls the whole world to come to Naju, not just to see the miracles, or get healed or even get a grace of repentance and conversion, much more than these, these only play the roles of morning stars to attract people to come. God the Father want to teach the whole world on the
Five Spirituality through Mama Julia’s life.
It seems to me that the Five Spiritualities institute the Ark of Mother Mary, and the Five Spiritualities resemble the womb of Mother Mary. Anyone who allows himself to be led by the Holy Spirit into it and practice them, will be born to be a little Jesus.
In my humble opinion, I think that God wants everyone to practice the Five Spiritualities to be saved and especially the priests who will “exhort all HIS children in the world to do that same”. It is obvious that the Five Spiritualities conform to the Creation, Salvation and Sanctification of one operation of God’s Fiat. So I pray for everyone of you
to bring home a book with you.
The Five Spiritualities can not be negotiable or be an alternative, they come from the Oracle of God the Father.
May God Himself pour down His Grace abundantly on all of you!
Thank you. I love you all in Christ.
Testimony on the 32 nd anniversary of the Blessed Mother’s weeping Tears of Blood
Luke from Chinaon Oct. 20, 2018
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